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Location: The cinema, watching The Death Cure over and over again...
Posts: 7
Points: 3,128, Level: 8
Join Date: March 3rd 2018
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 30th 2018, 12:51 PM
Anyone who says “are you okay?” and doesn’t see the real answer.
No - I’ve been feeling down in the dumps and I feel like screaming and tearing something apart, and I feel like the world is biased and that there is nearly no one I can trust and I feel paranoid like I’m gonna get attacked or something and I really don’t want to talk with you or be around you, but *with a fake smile* yes friend, I’m just fine.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 30th 2018, 02:28 PM
During band concerts and endless practice it's difficult to find time for self-care, so please don't get on at me for sleeping 10 hours! I needed it after so much travelling. have you no clue how many hours a week I'm doing during these times? After recording sessions and composing, it's a 60 hour week for me. Go talk to my guardian, she'll tell you how it is and put your mean attitude in its proper place.
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March 30th 2018, 04:34 PM
What you don't know is that I'm quite well adept at switching off my emotions whenever I feel. Whatever this is between us has gone on long enough. My feelings are off.
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April 2nd 2018, 08:05 PM
I wish things were easier than what they are. I want us to have a better, working, relationship. I just don't know how to handle things with you. It's all so complicated and frustrating.
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April 4th 2018, 12:20 AM
I'm done. You're spoiling your kids rotten while you claim you're working and saving money like crazy. All I see is shopping and eating out while each one got more Christmas presents in one year than I've had in my entire life and international travel EVERY chance they get.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
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April 4th 2018, 07:02 PM
Your a bunch of assholes! Don't look at him like he's some monster, he's a sick dog. He's been sick his whole life, and he never got that chance to be with people or even other dogs. It's not his fault he doesn't know how to act. Maybe if you came and met him you'd see he was a sweet dog and not the monster you paint him as.
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April 4th 2018, 07:05 PM
I'm so sorry for all the pain I caused you. You have done nothing wrong and have treated me so good. I love you so much and know who you are on the inside. I don't care what they say about you or claim to know, because they will never know of the way you treat everyone as an equal and how you try so hard to protect the ones you love. You mean the world to me. I'm sorry.
When the world drags you down, roll over and smell the roses.
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April 8th 2018, 05:55 AM
I can't believe you won't talk to me after I helped your stupid ass. I'm done with you. If you can't see what I've done to help you, then go f*** yourself.
Fading away, turning to dust.
With nowhere to go, and no one to trust.
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April 9th 2018, 07:43 AM
With our people getting shifted around against their will and the fact that I haven't worked a shift with you in forever, I REALLY hope you didn't leave! You're my favorite manager and I was hoping you were on vacation, but it's gone on for too long and I'm afraid you're gone and no one told me.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
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April 9th 2018, 02:01 PM
I miss you. Even though I know I should have made more of an effort while you were all alive. I wish i could come and see you and hug you and have all the little kisses we got as kids. It brings me so much peace to leave you flowers though. Love you millions.
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April 9th 2018, 02:10 PM
The truth would have hurt you more than what actually ended up happening. By trying to protect you I ended up being the one that got hurt. You didn't have the right to do or say the things you did.
Everyone has their own truth and I know mine. I know what actually happened. I wonder if others know the truth or if you put a spin on it?
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
April 14th 2018, 04:22 PM
I wish you would be honest with me. I wish you would talk to me like we used to without the awkward avoidance. I want my friend back. I wish you could give me a hug.
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April 15th 2018, 06:45 AM
I guess I should enjoy my next 2 days off since I'm working 30 hours in a row including a Sunday morning and only getting paid for 25 because of the way the schedule works.
You NEED to learn to tell her NO and not let her guilt trip the crap out of you. She does it because IT WORKS. Yes, she'll throw tantrums like a child, make threats, and become worse. She's doing it all to herself. It doesn't mean you're required to give into it. You know I'm right. And no, if you become like this, I will NOT put up with it!
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
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April 15th 2018, 04:23 PM
I love you, but I want so much more for her. I don't want her to live the life I did where you were never there when it mattered, or when she needed you. She deserves more, and I'll do everything in my power to give her that.
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April 15th 2018, 11:20 PM
For the record, this is EXACTLY why my "generation" prefers doing these things online. You go into the account, authorize the payment and it's done. Your way you have to write a check, pay postage, mail the thing by a certain date, and wait for the check to cash HOPING that nothing goes wrong because if it does, you won't know for who knows how long and you'll be penalized! Yes, I just paid it twice. Better safe than sorry, and I can either get a refund or ask for a credit on my account for next time.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; April 15th 2018 at 11:42 PM.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
April 17th 2018, 06:18 PM
You have no idea how scary this feels to me. And I have to integrate the past and the present at the same time, and you don't even know what's going on in the present. And getting paranoid. And changing things. And I can't accept nice stuff because it feels bad. I feel sick. Just need to sleep. I'm sorry. I don't mean to be mad. I'll be okay.
The thing is, its like a repeat of like 2014-2016 or whatever year it was. But like different because it's not what you think. And then like the other guy is like in a psych ward and I can guess whats wrong but you know ignorance is bliss. And then the other guys I don't think I should trust, but I worry in case it's too late.
I understand though. I can't imagine. I'm just feeling sick. How can they do that??
And I'm not ready. I still get paranoid and I am nowhere near finished with counselling. I thought it was but life does that weird thing where obviously I'm not.