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Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
November 10th 2009, 05:02 PM
your version of 'talking in private' means 'lets have sex.. again', maybe i'm angry at the fact that's the only reason your talking to me, but i love you all the same. i want friday. now, please ):
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November 10th 2009, 07:27 PM
I'm not ready yet. Why must it come so quick. I'm not ready to grow old, I'm not ready to go to college. Do you think I even know remotely what i want to do? Nevermind where I want to go. Just please please. I'm not ready! Just leave me alone. I can't do this yet. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!! please.
Rest In peace Monica, I miss you 1-3-10
I owe you my life, more than once over. And the only thing I can do, is 'Thank you.'
I last self harmed on June 9, 2009.
I'm always here. For anyone, who needs anything. No matter what.
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November 10th 2009, 09:16 PM
i like you. a whole fucking lot. and when you held my hand today i got butterflies. damnit, i like you.
"You've just been B-Wildered." -Brian Wilson <3
Trumpet love; Tenderlips.
"Where there is love there is life."- Mahatma Gandhi
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
November 10th 2009, 09:25 PM
i dont like it when you have to get on the bus to go home. you looked gorgeous tonight. wasnt happy that matt kept tryna perv on you though :/ mm, your so perfect.
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November 12th 2009, 07:19 PM
Dear, ANNOYING EX BOYFRIEND.
There's no point in telling you this because you never listen to anyone. But here goes. JUST BECAUSE you've had a bad past...it's NO EXCUSE for being obnoxious and treating other people as your inferior. What you've "been through" DOESN'T make you better than everyone else, so just SHUT UP and stop thinking of yourself. I'm sick to death of it and you really have no idea how much it pisses me off!
One of these days you're gonna fall, and it's gonna hurt. And I'm not too nice to believe that you really deserve it.
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November 13th 2009, 01:51 PM
Fking hell, the butterflies you gave me was like nothing I've ever felt before. You're special, I can tell already. Even if we did drive for 4 hours and got lost down a "dark alley" haha. I can't wait to see you tomorrow.
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November 13th 2009, 06:34 PM
Really, thank you.
He put his hands on me.
Thanks for your promise.
In fact, all of your promises.
Thank you.
And fine.
Ill stay out of your life.
You had someone else tell me all of this.
Couldnt even tell me yourself.
And to say that I dont care about you..
REALLY!?
Are you FUCKIN kidding me?
This whole time Ive been here for you.
Emailing you, texting you..
Just to see if youre okay.
You called me to sell!
Thats the only time you ever called me.
You have someone else tell me I need to get the fuck over you.
I know that and Im working on it!
Im better than I was a month ago.
Im at a point where I can still be friends.
And Im trying to!
All I needed was this one damn favor that you already said yes to.
Twice.
When he comes back and fucking hits me again, or if HE comes over and decides to fucking do what HE wants again, I deserve it.
AGAIN.
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
November 13th 2009, 09:44 PM
I sent this to you... and i meant it... it never changed ]:
Quote:
Baby girl.
Hey. I want you to know that you really special and you truly do mean the world to me. That's why whenever you want to hurt yourself I get all blah and serious. Losing you isn't something that I could handle baby. I may get disappointed you in you, but know this baby. I love you, I will always love you. I want to be with you for the rest of my life. We will have our ups and down, but I do know that we will get through it, hand in hand we will get through it all and end up lovers in the end.
I love you baby girl. Be with me forever.
Edit: now that you left me, talking to you is something that I cannot handle. No I am not okay. I need to get away from the pain that talking to you is causing me.... I've deleted your number from my phone... i've blocked you on aim... please dont try to contact me
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November 14th 2009, 01:29 PM
Cassidy: First of all, thank you. You are one of the best people I know, I just wish it was easier to talk to you. You were right last night... About... everything. I promise I will try my best to never let that happen again. I love you, and I realize why we're best friends.
Erica: I don't know what it is about you, but you always can make me smile. You and Cassidy are amazing when it comes to listening to things no one else needs to hear. You've both only known me since August, Cassidy a little before, but already I feel like you guys have always been there for me. I didn't care if you were standing there while I was having that talk with Cassidy, you deserve to know, you're my friend too. I'm gonna miss you when I graduate next year, cuz frankly, you're amazingsauce. I love you like a fat kid loves cake. ;]
My baby: Happy 9 months. =] I can't believe its been almost a year. I love how it feels knowing you love me, even though we fight and I get stupid. I can't wait till next christmas. You're the love of my life and you are my life. I don't want that to change <3
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November 14th 2009, 02:13 PM
Where to start off?
I'm completely 100% disgusted with you. You're an asshole and a pervert. I cannot believe you would say that to me when I have a boyfriend. You're horrible and I wish I had never danced with you at prom or tried to impress you by listening to Pink Floyd. It was a dumb, stupid mistake and I regret it.
LEAVE ME ALONE. I don't want to have sex with you and I never will.
I've been through hell and back and came out stronger than ever.
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November 14th 2009, 02:42 PM
I can't believe you have the nerve to hurt my best friend in the way you did. your such a stupid fucking bitch. i cannot believe you. LIKE SERIOUSLY. and then you try and be cool with me. you really need to get a life.
and realize that you will never have either of us back in your life. payback's a bitch
baby, i love you. and nothing will change that. happy 9 months. I'm sorry I'm not the BEST, but i try and be good enough for you. you will never ever realize what you mean to me, and how you make me feel.<3
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November 14th 2009, 03:49 PM
I know I'm your friend but I have other friends too. I don't need your constantly telling me not to ditch you, following me around, touching me and just treating me like a kid and telling me what can and can't do. It's annoying me and I'm close to snapping.
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November 15th 2009, 12:15 AM
Despite everything I dont regret what I did last night, I only regret it not working.
I've finally admitted that you DO care about me, and I know that I love you, you mean more to me then any other friend I've had before, purely just by still being here for me and then I can add everything that you do for me on top of that. You dont see your self clearly, but you are the most amazing person I know!
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November 15th 2009, 01:44 AM
I told you I was fine, and I can deal with it because I'm stronger than I was. Truth is, my head still goes just as crazy, I'm just better at keeping it in my head. I think I still love you. I don't know. I know we wouldn't work, but I just want to be around you the whole time. Just you and me, where nothing else matters and we can both be happy and forget the world.
As for him... I don't know what I feel about him anymore. We fit well, and he's good for me... but he's not you. He doesn't make my heart race and give me butterflies in my stomach like you do.
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November 15th 2009, 01:48 AM
i need you to stop loving me and then blowing me off and then repeating.
what kind of labyrinth is this
that sends you laughing
without smiling?
age brings a sad little surprise
and in case you didn't
realize
while you were calculating tears,
my head
expired.
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November 15th 2009, 01:51 AM
i'm doing so many things i shouldn't be doing; just for you.
i'm thinking about things i shouldn't be;
i'm considering stuff that i would never consider if it wasn't for you.
i've lost all my self-respect.
but i still really like you.
i'm afraid you're one of those guys who gets what he wants; and then leaves.
i'm gonna pray you're not like that.
don't hurt me.
please.
When you can't find your way home,
and when life gets too hard to face on your own.
I will stand as a light through the darkness unknown,
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November 15th 2009, 04:03 AM
This summer you wrote me a letter that said you are really glad that I trust you and that you will always be here for me and are willing to help weather it be talking listening or more...the thing I tried messaging you today to see if I could talk to you...you read it but didn't anwser...so my question is if you didn't mean what you said why did you say it?
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
November 15th 2009, 10:42 AM
don't you hate me?
just sometimes?
just a little bit?
I wish you'd tell me how you really feel.
I wish you'd scream it at me.
i hate how you sugar-coat everything.
just get over and done with, and hurt me already.
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November 15th 2009, 04:41 PM
Knowing you love me, is the most amazing feeling ever. and knowing i will never feel this way with anyone other then you is even more amazing. I love you, and i don't want that to change. Your the light that makes the darkness disappear
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November 15th 2009, 08:18 PM
wow here goes...
I love you. I miss you. I miss the way you use to smile at me. The way you played with my hair when you kissed me. How warm you felt when you hugged me. I miss the feeling of your body next to mine. I love you girl. More than anything in this whole fucking world. But now everytime I look at you I was to die. I see you touch them. Kiss them. Your mouth against theirs. Their hands on your body. And I just want to know why. I know your hurting right now. I understand that. But why the fuck are you hurting me. Baby I promise if I was there I would have helped you. I would have fucking killed them the minute they touched you. I was have baby I swear to that. But I wasn't there. This isn't your fault, it's not mine. It happened. Okay it happened and your just going to fucking give up and let them take everything away from you. Fuck you. I thought you were stronger than that. Your just letting them hurt you more. Stop hiding like its going to make it all okay, because its not. Its never going to be okay. But I promise to try my hardest to make things better. I'll help you thru this if you just give me a chance. I know you still love me, deep down you still love me. You have to baby because your my whole world girl. You know everything about me, you know the worst about me and still wanted me. Dont turn your back on me now baby.
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November 16th 2009, 08:54 PM
I love you more than I could ever put into words, you have helped me so much more than I think you could ever comprehend. You have given me a reason to get up in the morning, to go through with treatment, you have given me a reason to smile rather than to cry. You are my reason for living, should anything ever take you away from me they would be taking my life, not just my girlfriend. I know that no matter what shit gets given to you, you will get through it. You are so strong, whether you believe it or not. You are beautiful, did you know that? I love you. I know you think you're going to lose me sometimes, but I'm holding on for you.
You are my everything. :]