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Re: What are you thinking right now? -
October 2nd 2012, 10:21 AM
About college :P never too young to start searching!
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
October 3rd 2012, 06:39 PM
2 months without seeing you
1 month without any contact with you
Yet i still cant get you off my mind, i hate everything about you and i hate that i love you even more
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
October 4th 2012, 07:21 AM
My mother's now ex boyfriend is such a total douche.
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
October 5th 2012, 03:15 AM
I need him <3
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
October 6th 2012, 12:10 PM
Life doesn't have to be nearly as difficult or painful as everyone makes it out to be. But knowing the simplicity of it all while being forced into a world with rules everyone else naturally follows blindly is what makes it impossible. Nothing can heal this relentless heartache of knowing it doesn't have to be this way.
-Let the Music Play-
"There's no way to explain why life is filled with so much pain. But do the flowers ever grow in the places it don't rain?"
"But the unfortunate truth is that, while being different from everyone else can be exciting at first, ultimately it can get a little lonely."
"The floor seemed wonderfully solid. It was comforting to know I had fallen and could fall no further."
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
October 6th 2012, 06:30 PM
I'm not brave. I'm scared.
This is the last night you spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be
~Skillet - The Last Night
When Michael died, Megan was born. And I won't go back for anything.
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
October 7th 2012, 01:55 AM
I have to go back to school tomorrow! And daylight savings has already fucked me over.
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
October 8th 2012, 04:18 PM
What does a person do when they have no desires in life?
All my desires were to make you happy and your gone.
I really hope 12/12/12 is true as im a too much of a coward
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
October 9th 2012, 10:26 AM
I can't go through this life like this!!!! I'm a danger to myself and everyone around me! -Wails with no tears-
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
October 10th 2012, 11:28 AM
I wish you were on. If only you knew how much I rely on you to cheer me up. It doesn't take much, I smile when I see your name. I'd gladly stay up all night to talk to you.
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
October 11th 2012, 04:37 AM
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. I wish I felt shitty enough to off myself. I mean, maybe if I didn't bury everything so well, I would. I want to dig it all out and destroy myself with it. I'm just fucking done being abandoned, and rejected, and discarded. It's clear that I'm not good enough for anyone. I'm done being fucked with. I really wish I had the willpower to just kill myself. It wouldn't make anything better, but I wouldn't exist anymore to feel shitty at least.
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
October 11th 2012, 07:37 AM
I wish we could be together <3 I love you so fucking much you're on my mind 24/7. Can't you see how much your messages mean to me? Why bother trying when I couldn't get with you?
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
October 12th 2012, 05:04 AM
Everyone I've ever met has ended up making me feel worthless. It's really repetative and I got tired of it years ago. I know I'm worthless. I know I don't belong anywhere. I know that no one cares what I think. And I would be completely fine with knowing all of this if only people would stop reminding me. Just stop. Stop putting me through the realization over and over and over. I get it!! Let me be the nothing that I know I am without all of these people continuously pointing it out. No one in the world cares so why do they take the trouble of rubbing it in?
-Let the Music Play-
"There's no way to explain why life is filled with so much pain. But do the flowers ever grow in the places it don't rain?"
"But the unfortunate truth is that, while being different from everyone else can be exciting at first, ultimately it can get a little lonely."
"The floor seemed wonderfully solid. It was comforting to know I had fallen and could fall no further."
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
October 12th 2012, 05:31 AM
.....damnit. Still awake
What lies ahead is unknown. However, in some times, I've sighted several smooth pavements. I myself am the mender of roads, and it is with these we work on.
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
October 12th 2012, 11:17 AM
I just want to sleep but I feel like my emotions are rubbed raw and I could just break down right now. I feel like screaming and crying, I feel like stabbing a knife through my heart or taking a handful of aspirin and then follow it with another until they're all gone. I just wish I was gone. I'm such a fool. How can I still be alive? Do you know how much it hurts to know they'e your two best friends and I'm classified as a close friend?
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.