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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 30th 2009, 11:11 AM
Faith, I'm sorry I mentioned that word.
I'm sorry that I said all that stuff last night.
I don't blame you for hating me.
But I AM sorry, doesn't mean much over the net I know, but I am.
There's one thing that I did mean yesterday though.
I DO love you.
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 30th 2009, 11:56 AM
Both of you, stop for a moment. Please. I DO love both of you.
Faith, you didn't want to send anyone into hysterics? Well both of you going isn't going help that at all. I know you have the strength to get through this, and you sure have the support.
And Laura. You've made such great progress in the last couple weeks. Don't throw that away! You really are on track to getting better.
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 30th 2009, 12:14 PM
Faith, I know it hurt. I'm so sorry that happened to you, but please try to hold on. I know the pain seems unbearable, but you CAN make it through this.
And I know it probably doesn't make it any better, but she really is sorry about what she said.
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 30th 2009, 03:00 PM
Ahem, sorry for sticking my nose in, I know it's not needed and in an issue that may be private probably not wanted.
But caring doesn't always require an intimate knowledge of the person you care for.
We have compassion. We always want to help some one. We don't want any thing to suffer. We wouldn't want our selves to suffer so we have compassion. If you don't want to hear what other people have to say to you then we obviously have no way of stopping you.
It's always nice to listen though, see if you hear something new.
I have compassion, I don't know you, I don't want you gone either. It is a waste of a human mind.
Obviously I know nothing about you, I make my thoughts on those around you and the things you say.
Brinn x
P.s Sorry, I only read the first page of comments.
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 30th 2009, 04:34 PM
All I want to stay is, I'm sorry. If you don't believe me then you don't have to. It's your choice. But all I did was call you by your real name. If you didn't want to be called by it, then it shouldn't have been in your msn name. How was I to know you didn't like being called it?
And I only used your real name to try and get through to you how important is was that you listened to what I said. People love you. You've been saying for the past week and a half that each night is your last night. You called me an attention seeker Faith, but i'm not. Far from it to be honest. Sometimes my emotions run away with me.
You haven't listened to anything that anyone has said in these threads. You're adement that you want to die. No one can control that except from yourself. We can try to be here for you but we can't stop you from suicide.
I learnt this tonight. and that text I sent you? It saved my life, aha. I realised that suicide isn't going to solve anything. You need to realise that too.
If you can't forgive that thing then whatever, but im here if you need me.
Adios amiga, te quiero, lo siento.
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 30th 2009, 05:15 PM
You're sorry you did what? Save me? Ha, I wouldn't blame you.
You don't think I was wound up to? I didn't know you didn't like it.
I'm not gonna talk to you now, I'm gonna leave you because clearly you hate me, unless you tell me so otherwise.
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 30th 2009, 05:19 PM
No, I'm sorry I broke last night. I don't hate you, doesn't work like that I just...I don't know...fucking hell! Why do people fuck off when you need them?!
You were the angel of my life, taught me to be free
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 30th 2009, 05:41 PM
You don't get it, I've been to my GP about this...he doesn't think I need one, apparently I'm 'fine' so...what else can I say...? I've been to 3 different ones. Would just love to show them the scars on my arms to prove them wrong.
You were the angel of my life, taught me to be free
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 30th 2009, 05:45 PM
you CAN, seriously. i know i'm a bit of a bitch, but im here any time right? and you've got my number, so even if you need to talk to someone at 3am, i'm here okay?
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 30th 2009, 05:47 PM
You ain't a bitch. It's the other way around. I'm not going to text you or anything because it is pretty harsh. I'll just hide and see if something throws me over.
You were the angel of my life, taught me to be free