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January 30th 2009, 10:21 AM
Faith, tonight is not the night. It isn't your time to go.
What happened last night?
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January 30th 2009, 10:52 AM
Everything from my past came flooding back to me! I left it behind and it got brought back by one word!
It is tonight, it has to be.
You were the angel of my life, taught me to be free Now I'm a stranger in your eyes.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 30th 2009, 10:58 AM
Faith...
I'm sorry...
That's all I can say.
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January 30th 2009, 11:04 AM
Hold on, calm down for a moment. Can you talk to me about what happened?
You're obviously upset and not really thinking straight. Don't do anything until you've calmed down, ok?
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January 30th 2009, 11:07 AM
Its my fault.
Sorry.
I'll go instead.
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January 30th 2009, 11:08 AM
No, neither of you go! Please. I love both of you and I don't want to lose either you.
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January 30th 2009, 11:11 AM
Faith, I'm sorry I mentioned that word.
I'm sorry that I said all that stuff last night.
I don't blame you for hating me.
But I AM sorry, doesn't mean much over the net I know, but I am.
There's one thing that I did mean yesterday though.
I DO love you.
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January 30th 2009, 11:40 AM
Nothing matters.
Love doesn't exist.
Faith gone.
You were the angel of my life, taught me to be free Now I'm a stranger in your eyes.
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January 30th 2009, 11:42 AM
Fine, well in that case I'm gone too.
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January 30th 2009, 11:56 AM
Both of you, stop for a moment. Please. I DO love both of you.
Faith, you didn't want to send anyone into hysterics? Well both of you going isn't going help that at all. I know you have the strength to get through this, and you sure have the support.
And Laura. You've made such great progress in the last couple weeks. Don't throw that away! You really are on track to getting better.
Love you both, stay strong.
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January 30th 2009, 12:08 PM
Because last night hurt, last night made me stop caring and shattered me into a million pieces! It's gone too far!
You were the angel of my life, taught me to be free Now I'm a stranger in your eyes.
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January 30th 2009, 12:14 PM
Faith, I know it hurt. I'm so sorry that happened to you, but please try to hold on. I know the pain seems unbearable, but you CAN make it through this.
And I know it probably doesn't make it any better, but she really is sorry about what she said.
I'm always here for you, just keep fighting.
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January 30th 2009, 12:19 PM
You don't know what happened though, it's killing me.
You were the angel of my life, taught me to be free Now I'm a stranger in your eyes.
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January 30th 2009, 12:22 PM
Well, talk To me about it. Get it out. Don't keep it all inside. That just multiplies the pain.
If you can't do it on the thread, PM me. Just do something or this will just keep hurting.
Love you
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January 30th 2009, 12:24 PM
I can't say it anywhere. It's me that's fucked up and it's going to be the death of her!
You were the angel of my life, taught me to be free Now I'm a stranger in your eyes.
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January 30th 2009, 12:27 PM
Calm down for a moment. Can you please explain what's going on? I'm not sure I understand exactly what's happening.
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January 30th 2009, 12:40 PM
There's nothing to explain...just a six letter word.
You were the angel of my life, taught me to be free Now I'm a stranger in your eyes.
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January 30th 2009, 02:56 PM
Well, whatever happened, I'm so sorry it hurt you like this. But is it worth your life?
Laura wanted me to tell you that she really is truly sorry.
I'm always here for you
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 30th 2009, 03:00 PM
Ahem, sorry for sticking my nose in, I know it's not needed and in an issue that may be private probably not wanted.
But caring doesn't always require an intimate knowledge of the person you care for.
We have compassion. We always want to help some one. We don't want any thing to suffer. We wouldn't want our selves to suffer so we have compassion. If you don't want to hear what other people have to say to you then we obviously have no way of stopping you.
It's always nice to listen though, see if you hear something new.
I have compassion, I don't know you, I don't want you gone either. It is a waste of a human mind.
Obviously I know nothing about you, I make my thoughts on those around you and the things you say.
Brinn x
P.s Sorry, I only read the first page of comments.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 30th 2009, 03:10 PM
It is worth my life. No one understands how bad it is!
You were the angel of my life, taught me to be free Now I'm a stranger in your eyes.
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January 30th 2009, 03:16 PM
Well, I want to understand, but I can't read your mind, as hard as I try. Help me understand.
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January 30th 2009, 03:21 PM
It's just unexplainable. One word is going to rip me to shreads and I know she isn't that sorry for it! Sorry and all for that.
You were the angel of my life, taught me to be free Now I'm a stranger in your eyes.
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January 30th 2009, 03:32 PM
Well, tell us, or me, about it. Getting it out will steal some of it's power, make it less potent.
I really do think she is sorry. It hurt her so much to know how much she hurt you.
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January 30th 2009, 03:46 PM
There's nothing to say, it's just going to be the death of me. I'm too far gone to care.
You were the angel of my life, taught me to be free Now I'm a stranger in your eyes.
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January 30th 2009, 04:23 PM
But I still care so much! Please don't do this Faith. Just stick around and things will get better.
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January 30th 2009, 04:34 PM
All I want to stay is, I'm sorry. If you don't believe me then you don't have to. It's your choice. But all I did was call you by your real name. If you didn't want to be called by it, then it shouldn't have been in your msn name. How was I to know you didn't like being called it?
And I only used your real name to try and get through to you how important is was that you listened to what I said. People love you. You've been saying for the past week and a half that each night is your last night. You called me an attention seeker Faith, but i'm not. Far from it to be honest. Sometimes my emotions run away with me.
You haven't listened to anything that anyone has said in these threads. You're adement that you want to die. No one can control that except from yourself. We can try to be here for you but we can't stop you from suicide.
I learnt this tonight. and that text I sent you? It saved my life, aha. I realised that suicide isn't going to solve anything. You need to realise that too.
If you can't forgive that thing then whatever, but im here if you need me.
Adios amiga, te quiero, lo siento.
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January 30th 2009, 04:58 PM
I'm sorry I did! I got all wound up yesterday and couldn't think. It just makes sense to leave so nothing happens ever again.
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January 30th 2009, 05:15 PM
You're sorry you did what? Save me? Ha, I wouldn't blame you.
You don't think I was wound up to? I didn't know you didn't like it.
I'm not gonna talk to you now, I'm gonna leave you because clearly you hate me, unless you tell me so otherwise.
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January 30th 2009, 05:19 PM
No, I'm sorry I broke last night. I don't hate you, doesn't work like that I just...I don't know...fucking hell! Why do people fuck off when you need them?!
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January 30th 2009, 05:21 PM
I'm not meaning to sound horrible when I say this, but you need to talk to a councellor hun.
Thats the only way you're gonna get help.
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January 30th 2009, 05:30 PM
Meh, there isn't anyway to get hold of one, NHS is rather fucked but thank you.
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January 30th 2009, 05:38 PM
yes, i know that but your gp can help you.
they tried to help me.
and im letting them try again.
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January 30th 2009, 05:41 PM
You don't get it, I've been to my GP about this...he doesn't think I need one, apparently I'm 'fine' so...what else can I say...? I've been to 3 different ones. Would just love to show them the scars on my arms to prove them wrong.
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January 30th 2009, 05:42 PM
well you're obviously not fine, and they NEED to listen.
talk to someone, anyone?
you really need to...x
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January 30th 2009, 05:44 PM
There's nothing more I can say. Guess I'll see if I can survive tonight or not.
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January 30th 2009, 05:45 PM
you CAN, seriously. i know i'm a bit of a bitch, but im here any time right? and you've got my number, so even if you need to talk to someone at 3am, i'm here okay?
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January 30th 2009, 05:47 PM
You ain't a bitch. It's the other way around. I'm not going to text you or anything because it is pretty harsh. I'll just hide and see if something throws me over.
You were the angel of my life, taught me to be free Now I'm a stranger in your eyes.
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January 30th 2009, 05:48 PM
no its not, no its not and no, dont hide, it wont do any good hun
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 30th 2009, 10:13 PM
And I'm always here for you too, anytime you need me.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 30th 2009, 10:59 PM
Thats something were trying to prevent.
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