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The feelings of being dirty and impure,
They strike you down to your very core,
The fear of being accused and blamed,
You keep it to yourself, you feel ashamed,
The feeling of being weak, unable to defend,
You withdraw from everyone, including friends,
You feel like everyone looks, you’re completely exposed,
Everyone looks and you think they all know,
That one person has destroyed your life,
They took your confidence and replaced it with lies,
Lies that have poisoned and changed your mind,
Lies that effect you and make you blind,
You no longer see the beauty in the world,
You see the people and want to hurl,
You don’t feel safe, you feel alone,
The persons taken everything you own,
Your confidence, your love, your self-esteem,
It’s all gone now, you no longer see,
Your life is void of light, a very dark place,
You’re stuck there with no way to escape,
Because now you’re a victim of a terrible crime,
A crime that has damaged and changed your mind.
I wrote this about 7 months ago when I was in a pretty dark place and just coming to term with the fact I was raped.
I hope this is okay but I don't know if its any good. Please comment.
I thought it was very good! There was a lot of emotion behind it, and the rhythm made it easy to read. Thank you for sharing, and I'm sorry you had to go through that.
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
I think you wrote this really nicely. I can relate and I'm just a PM away if you'd ever like to chat.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
This really does. And I can relate to it. Great job on the writing.
I'm sorry that happened to you. I know how hard it is. Know you're not alone and have people that understand standing by you. Hugs
"If I could just unzip my skin, step out of this body, then I would see who I really am.” -Wintergirls