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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 10th 2022, 06:02 AM
I don't know why it took 30 minutes past my appointment time to get 2 vaccines that literally took 10 seconds, when you weren't super busy or taking walk-ins, and there was 1 person ahead of me. But, if I'm asked to, you're getting an honest review and I probably won't go back for anything. I almost asked for my card back and walked out!
And I was right. I didn't sleep.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; January 10th 2022 at 03:36 PM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 13th 2022, 07:28 AM
I have to get out; at this point, even a pay cut with more hours would be more money. 10 hours 3 weeks in a row. It's like I only have a job because they don't have reason to fire me.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 15th 2022, 06:07 AM
On top of everything else, it was FUCKING NEPOTISTIC too?! Either you treat management better than everyone else, I caught you on a bad day (which doesn't justify the rest), or you have an issue with me. Perhaps because I call you on your bullshit? And we've gone from consistently the best store in the region to one of the worst in 6 months since he left and you took over. Coincidence, I doubt it.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 16th 2022, 06:51 PM
I banged my head against the wall today. I just felt like doing it and couldn't resist. I wish I could tell my boyfriend about this situation, but I won't because I don't want to worry him.
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 16th 2022, 11:32 PM
I'm NOT okay. This is the right thing, but it doesn't feel good. Anxiety is up, and the part of me that hates change wishes everything could go back to the way it was when things were so good. But they won't; if anything they're going to get worse and I just can't anymore. But, change is scary and leaving them is sad!
Assuming you were closed because of the snow, or possibly you're just ghosting me. But, could you at least have the decency to cancel a phone interview before you just don't call?
I don't want to fucking do this!!!! I'm one day into this shit and the stress is already killing me.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; January 18th 2022 at 04:19 AM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 18th 2022, 08:41 PM
Yep, literally just went from an interview to suicidal in less than 5 seconds. FUCK Covid making me record myself, FUCK anxiety for making it worse. I give up trying to better my life, I'll just fucking die instead. I'm never going to get another job, I'll be just as awkward in person and I just can't. After 2 God damn days, I'd rather be dead than deal with this shit for the rest of my miserable life.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 21st 2022, 04:30 AM
You realize yelling at me because I'm not ready to do what you want, is NOT the way to get me to do what you want, right? What it's going to get you is blocked.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 25th 2022, 11:36 PM
If trauma has taught me anything, it's that as much as you may deserve, want, and be capable of something, doesn't mean it'll happen for you. I need to get out, but my chances are bleak at best.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 27th 2022, 11:54 PM
This is the worst. It's time to go, I know I need a new job, but I can't bring myself to return any calls or go on any interviews. The necessary changes in routine, anxiety, and underlying mental bullshit from years of trauma, I just can't. But I have to.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte