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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Complaint of the day -
May 20th 2013, 02:57 AM
I didn't choose to be a parent. My parents did. So why am I the adult in every possible fucking situation? I didn't sign up to raise three kids. THEY DID. So why am I the one doing it?
Jesus christ.. I fucking hate this. I. hate. this. so. much.
I really hope my brothers turn out okay, because I certainly haven't and I don't see my life going anywhere positive anytime soon..
"Be kinder than necessary, for everyone is fighting some kind of battle." <3
Feel free to PM/VM me if you ever need someone to talk to, or just want someone to listen. I'm also always up for making new friends.
Re: Complaint of the day -
May 20th 2013, 04:34 PM
I hate how you play games with me.
This back and forth, it isn't nice.
I'm coming back to you and you're 'not sure,' when me coming back to you is what you've begged for for so long.
You either want me or you don't.
Choose me or lose me.
So dance if it moves you,
and jump in the fire, if it burns you.
I'll throw my arms around you darlin',
and we'll turn to ashes.
Kinda like the way you tell me,
"Baby, please come home. I need you here right now.
I'm crying underwater so you don't hear the sound."
What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you. What's so good about picking up the pieces?
Re: Complaint of the day -
May 21st 2013, 03:38 AM
So frustrated with myself. I can't multitask worth shit, especially on stage with a puppet on my left hard, my right hand controlling the arms with fucking wire rods, and my fingers opening and closing her mouth just perfectly, all while singing and dancing and walking around. I can't fucking do anything right! Fucking.. ADD...
My grades are shit. No, shit isn't even a good word for how bad my grades are.
I want to drink myself to the bottom of the ocean, just... smoke away the bad thoughts and visions and see things in a blur, see the walls melting for a logic, drunk reason.
I know, I'm 15, I don't even care.
Feel so reckless.... so reckless.... danger to myself....
Getting pretty fat, I wanna be pretty like them....
I'm really fucked up, I know.
Cut... wanna cut my arms to shreds...
I wanna be something... better than this... I'm just.... nothing.
Re: Complaint of the day -
May 21st 2013, 08:42 PM
I pulled a muscle in my arm
I went to bed early for once! But I still woke up super late.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
May 22nd 2013, 08:37 PM
I have a headache, I fucked up the psych paper which I worked my BALLS off for, and I have a chemistry exam tomorrow which I have done literally no revision for. It's all well and good saying I don't care about the mark because I don't need it...but I don't wanna look dumb. :/
Re: Complaint of the day -
May 23rd 2013, 06:36 AM
Anxiety is ruining my life.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
May 23rd 2013, 10:02 AM
Exhausted. Don't wanna go to school. Don't wanna work on the projects, but I need the highest grade I can get. My eyes hurt. I feel like puking. I just wanna due right now. At least until something good comes along..
formerly snowstorm, GoneBeyondRepair, and Breathless in Love
Re: Complaint of the day -
May 23rd 2013, 12:21 PM
I want to go to a shrink... About problems and such, but my dads a doctor and he knows just about everyone in my city, including all the shrinks... And i think that in croatia, parents can demand that shrinks tell them what did they talk about with their children, so fuck... And i dunno what do i do. Plus if my parents send me to a drug test, and that machine has a green light that indicates that im positive, i think it would explode how much i did drugs this month. I think its a record... I looked at the internet, i should have been dead by now... And i really dont know whats the point of this post. This post sucks. Everything sucks. And this topic... Hmm... Hmm... Hmm... well i guess for some people its nice, but im used to sucking up my problems, and this feels like shit (writing this). Plus if my dad (who also is a good IT guy) trace the ip of my nick, well, im screwed... Fuck... Im going to stop now, pour myself the best brandy we have, light the best cigar we have, and roll the best joint i have ever tried to roll. And i will relax, get high and drunk, and forget about all the shit thats starting to haunt me...
Re: Complaint of the day -
May 23rd 2013, 09:59 PM
I got a 70 percent on my fucking final, and my grade does not even go up? At all? I could have failed your class because my final wasn't weighted.
Listen, fuckface, what the fuck is your problem? If you actually put more emphasis on the final then your stupid fucking WWAs, then half the kids in your class would've gotten better grades.
Thank. Fucking. God. That I don't have to take you next year. I am so fucking done with you. You're a poor excuse of a man and you're an even sadder excuse of a teacher.
Re: Complaint of the day -
May 24th 2013, 04:42 AM
I'm craving that feeling of blood on my skin. I'm fighting, but I'm slowly losing.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
May 24th 2013, 10:08 AM
Eric brother is probably going to live here for awhile. There is very few differences between the two. I can barely stand one of them, let alone both. Every. Single. Day.
I also woke up to his song. And he has the same same as Eric's brother.
So now j just want to cry.
Great way to start my day.
FUUUUUUUUUDDDDGGGEEEEEEE. Kill me now..
formerly snowstorm, GoneBeyondRepair, and Breathless in Love
Re: Complaint of the day -
May 24th 2013, 09:24 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by PerfectlyImperfect
I'm craving that feeling of blood on my skin. I'm fighting, but I'm slowly losing.
You aren't losing. You're strong, you can do this. <3
I'm tired of being tired later at night even after getting sleep. I'm tired of constantly being upset over all my mistakes and them all standing out to me like a sore thumb.