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Old scars are once again being ripped open. =/ Are we done yet? I don't know how much more I can take.
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May 20th 2013, 02:57 AM
I didn't choose to be a parent. My parents did. So why am I the adult in every possible fucking situation? I didn't sign up to raise three kids. THEY DID. So why am I the one doing it?
Jesus christ.. I fucking hate this. I. hate. this. so. much.
I really hope my brothers turn out okay, because I certainly haven't and I don't see my life going anywhere positive anytime soon..
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May 20th 2013, 10:05 AM
Time to fake confidence for the entire day. I really hope today turns out okay.
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May 20th 2013, 04:34 PM
I hate how you play games with me.
This back and forth, it isn't nice.
I'm coming back to you and you're 'not sure,' when me coming back to you is what you've begged for for so long.
You either want me or you don't.
Choose me or lose me.
So dance if it moves you,
and jump in the fire, if it burns you.
I'll throw my arms around you darlin',
and we'll turn to ashes.
Kinda like the way you tell me,
"Baby, please come home. I need you here right now.
I'm crying underwater so you don't hear the sound."
What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
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May 20th 2013, 04:37 PM
I don't feel so good. 
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May 20th 2013, 04:38 PM
Stop messing with me. You either do or don't. You can't sit on the fence.
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May 20th 2013, 04:45 PM
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Stop messing with me. You either do or don't. You can't sit on the fence.
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^ Literally just said that to my ex. Literally.
So dance if it moves you,
and jump in the fire, if it burns you.
I'll throw my arms around you darlin',
and we'll turn to ashes.
Kinda like the way you tell me,
"Baby, please come home. I need you here right now.
I'm crying underwater so you don't hear the sound."
What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
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May 20th 2013, 04:50 PM
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^ Literally just said that to my ex. Literally.
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haha really? I just said it to mine. 
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May 20th 2013, 04:55 PM
Lol What a coincidence.
So dance if it moves you,
and jump in the fire, if it burns you.
I'll throw my arms around you darlin',
and we'll turn to ashes.
Kinda like the way you tell me,
"Baby, please come home. I need you here right now.
I'm crying underwater so you don't hear the sound."
What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
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May 20th 2013, 09:44 PM
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Lol What a coincidence.
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May 20th 2013, 10:14 PM
This should be complaints of the day.
I cut myself with a knife while chopping friut.
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May 20th 2013, 10:42 PM
My therapist is meeting with my mother soon.
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May 21st 2013, 01:38 AM
my body is so sore 
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May 21st 2013, 01:59 AM
I feel like it's my fault she turned to drugs...
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May 21st 2013, 03:38 AM
So frustrated with myself. I can't multitask worth shit, especially on stage with a puppet on my left hard, my right hand controlling the arms with fucking wire rods, and my fingers opening and closing her mouth just perfectly, all while singing and dancing and walking around. I can't fucking do anything right! Fucking.. ADD...
My grades are shit. No, shit isn't even a good word for how bad my grades are.
I want to drink myself to the bottom of the ocean, just... smoke away the bad thoughts and visions and see things in a blur, see the walls melting for a logic, drunk reason.
I know, I'm 15, I don't even care.
Feel so reckless.... so reckless.... danger to myself....
Getting pretty fat, I wanna be pretty like them....
I'm really fucked up, I know.
Cut... wanna cut my arms to shreds...
I wanna be something... better than this... I'm just.... nothing.
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May 21st 2013, 07:10 PM
My ap grade only went up by .36 %
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May 21st 2013, 08:02 PM
stupid lisp. ew.
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May 21st 2013, 08:42 PM
I pulled a muscle in my arm
I went to bed early for once! But I still woke up super late.
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May 21st 2013, 09:10 PM
I've got all 3 of the finals that I have to take tomorrow.
Yay. I don't want to study -_-
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May 21st 2013, 09:13 PM
- Headache.
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May 22nd 2013, 08:37 PM
I have a headache, I fucked up the psych paper which I worked my BALLS off for, and I have a chemistry exam tomorrow which I have done literally no revision for. It's all well and good saying I don't care about the mark because I don't need it...but I don't wanna look dumb. :/
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May 22nd 2013, 09:13 PM
I had to go through a very not fun doctor's appointment today.
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I don't feel good enough.
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May 23rd 2013, 04:21 AM
I'm such an idiot... Said way more than I should have. What was I thinking?
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May 23rd 2013, 05:15 AM
I wish these headaches would go away 
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May 23rd 2013, 06:36 AM
Anxiety is ruining my life. 
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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May 23rd 2013, 10:02 AM
Exhausted. Don't wanna go to school. Don't wanna work on the projects, but I need the highest grade I can get. My eyes hurt. I feel like puking. I just wanna due right now. At least until something good comes along..
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May 23rd 2013, 12:07 PM
I don't know where I stand anymore.
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May 23rd 2013, 12:21 PM
I want to go to a shrink... About problems and such, but my dads a doctor and he knows just about everyone in my city, including all the shrinks... And i think that in croatia, parents can demand that shrinks tell them what did they talk about with their children, so fuck... And i dunno what do i do. Plus if my parents send me to a drug test, and that machine has a green light that indicates that im positive, i think it would explode how much i did drugs this month. I think its a record... I looked at the internet, i should have been dead by now... And i really dont know whats the point of this post. This post sucks. Everything sucks. And this topic... Hmm... Hmm... Hmm... well i guess for some people its nice, but im used to sucking up my problems, and this feels like shit (writing this). Plus if my dad (who also is a good IT guy) trace the ip of my nick, well, im screwed... Fuck... Im going to stop now, pour myself the best brandy we have, light the best cigar we have, and roll the best joint i have ever tried to roll. And i will relax, get high and drunk, and forget about all the shit thats starting to haunt me...
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I'm tired.....
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May 23rd 2013, 02:38 PM
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It's a coinky-doo.
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Lol I love your vocabulary.
So dance if it moves you,
and jump in the fire, if it burns you.
I'll throw my arms around you darlin',
and we'll turn to ashes.
Kinda like the way you tell me,
"Baby, please come home. I need you here right now.
I'm crying underwater so you don't hear the sound."
What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
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May 23rd 2013, 06:55 PM
Pretty much everything except the puppies......
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May 23rd 2013, 09:59 PM
I got a 70 percent on my fucking final, and my grade does not even go up? At all? I could have failed your class because my final wasn't weighted.
Listen, fuckface, what the fuck is your problem? If you actually put more emphasis on the final then your stupid fucking WWAs, then half the kids in your class would've gotten better grades.
Thank. Fucking. God. That I don't have to take you next year. I am so fucking done with you. You're a poor excuse of a man and you're an even sadder excuse of a teacher.
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May 23rd 2013, 10:12 PM
I just wish I could feel pretty. I wish I could be happy with myself. I wish I could help him. I wish I was a good friend.
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May 24th 2013, 04:42 AM
I'm craving that feeling of blood on my skin. I'm fighting, but I'm slowly losing.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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May 24th 2013, 10:08 AM
Eric brother is probably going to live here for awhile. There is very few differences between the two. I can barely stand one of them, let alone both. Every. Single. Day.
I also woke up to his song. And he has the same same as Eric's brother.
So now j just want to cry.
Great way to start my day.
FUUUUUUUUUDDDDGGGEEEEEEE. Kill me now..
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My right arm hurts.
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May 24th 2013, 07:59 PM
I hate my mind.
So dance if it moves you,
and jump in the fire, if it burns you.
I'll throw my arms around you darlin',
and we'll turn to ashes.
Kinda like the way you tell me,
"Baby, please come home. I need you here right now.
I'm crying underwater so you don't hear the sound."
What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
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May 24th 2013, 09:24 PM
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I'm craving that feeling of blood on my skin. I'm fighting, but I'm slowly losing.
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You aren't losing. You're strong, you can do this. <3
I'm tired of being tired later at night even after getting sleep. I'm tired of constantly being upset over all my mistakes and them all standing out to me like a sore thumb.
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May 24th 2013, 09:44 PM
So stressed. And in pain. And eughhhh.
There is no beauty without some strangeness.
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