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Forum: Technology, Gamers and Gadgets May 27th 2015, 01:14 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 662
Posted By DYon
Re: Anyone with Programming experience?

Hey there!

I do some web development on the side (php, css, html, some js/jquery stuff)! What's up?
Forum: Good Days! March 18th 2015, 01:59 AM
Replies: 11,065
Views: 282,116
Posted By DYon
Re: I'm happy today because...

I talked to my best friend who I secretly adore *blushes* maybe one day it won't be weird for him? xD
Forum: Games and Things March 17th 2015, 04:19 PM
Replies: 10,071
Views: 304,242
Posted By DYon
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

I wish you could see how much I dislike holding back things from me. "It's a secret" and " it's not important/not about me" doesn't make it bother me any less. It's obvious that it's important...
Forum: Why Me? March 11th 2015, 07:45 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 240,361
Posted By DYon
Re: Complaint of the day

I can sense your mood is not great. I wish I could fix it =(
Forum: Why Me? March 5th 2015, 08:49 PM
Replies: 9,328
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 165,355
Posted By DYon
Re: Screaming thread.

so many things to do, so much crap to put up with
Forum: Religion and Spirituality, Science and Philosophy March 4th 2015, 10:26 PM
Replies: 653
Views: 46,135
Posted By DYon
Re: Prayer Requests Thread

My sister was in a bad car accident and is currently in ICU. I can't be there for her, but the rest of my family is. Please pray for a speedy recovery. So many things are happening in my life and I...
Forum: Depression and Suicide March 2nd 2015, 03:51 AM
Replies: 2
Triggering (Suicide): What my nightmare really is
Views: 525
Posted By DYon
Re: What my nightmare really is

Hey Psy,

Thanks for your reply. I've been trying to identify why I do what I do in this nightmare of mine for awhile now. It isn't happening as often as it use to, but just last night I had this...
Forum: Why Me? March 1st 2015, 07:04 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 240,361
Posted By DYon
Re: Complaint of the day

im all of the sudden very lonely :'(
Forum: Games and Things February 28th 2015, 05:14 AM
Replies: 10,071
Views: 304,242
Posted By DYon
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

Sometimes I really want to question you, but don't say anything. I sometimes wonder if you can even see a good thing in front of you.

Do you not notice what someone does for you when he doesn't...
Forum: Self Harm February 19th 2015, 11:05 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 634
Posted By DYon
So I went to the hospital...

...and I am thankful that my friend called the police.

To save a long story, I basically was almost admitted last night. I wasn't too bad off, and I do regularly see a doctor, so I am just...
Forum: LGBT, Sexuality and Gender Identity February 19th 2015, 10:52 PM
Replies: 878
Views: 73,206
Posted By DYon
Re: What is your sexuality and gender identity?

Male, Gay (romantically), Pansexual (attraction)
Forum: LGBT, Sexuality and Gender Identity February 17th 2015, 03:57 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 832
Posted By DYon
Wanting others opinions

Hey all,

So a while back, I came out as being gay. I've been open about this with others, but there is more to the story than I let on. I don't usually talk about my personal sexuality to others...
Forum: Games and Things February 15th 2015, 06:10 PM
Replies: 10,071
Views: 304,242
Posted By DYon
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

You know very well why I hurt, yet you never talk to me about it. I wish you would realize what was going on. You only tell me you love me when I'm extremely upset and want kill myself (so far), yet...
Forum: Self Expression February 15th 2015, 04:50 PM
Replies: 5
Triggering (Suicide): Give me your permission
Views: 317
Posted By DYon
Re: Give me your permission

All I can think about is what it would be like to hear him say "yes". Maybe I should write something about him saying yes and how much it would hurt me to hear him say that
Forum: Why Me? February 15th 2015, 04:48 PM
Replies: 9,328
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 165,355
Posted By DYon
Re: Screaming thread.

I wish you could understand
Forum: Why Me? February 15th 2015, 04:41 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 240,361
Posted By DYon
Re: Complaint of the day

I wanted to hurt myself yesterday but didn't. I wish you had said something to me, because I was so lonely and hurt. I cried myself to sleep thinking about you. Why am I so fucking retarded?
Forum: Depression and Suicide February 15th 2015, 04:37 PM
Replies: 2
Triggering (Suicide): What my nightmare really is
Views: 525
Posted By DYon
What my nightmare really is

I've told a few people that at nights I have the same (or a similar version) nightmare which wakes me up and causes me to become severely upset, almost to the point I start crying. I spare them the...
Forum: Self Expression February 14th 2015, 11:40 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 574
Posted By DYon
[A Letter] If things were different...

[Premise - this is a letter that I would want to be giving to someone today had things been different. Things won't change I do believe at this point, but I really wish things were different and this...
Forum: Games and Things February 14th 2015, 10:59 PM
Replies: 10,071
Views: 304,242
Posted By DYon
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

>>> Today is "the holiday" I was talking about that upsets me most. You know, I so really badly want to tell you "I love you" so many times I see you, but don't because I know you don't want me to...
Forum: Self Expression February 14th 2015, 04:20 AM
Replies: 5
Triggering (Suicide): Give me your permission
Views: 317
Posted By DYon
Re: Give me your permission

Thank you. It's really tough right now, I just felt like writing
Forum: Self Expression February 14th 2015, 02:33 AM
Replies: 5
Triggering (Suicide): Give me your permission
Views: 317
Posted By DYon
Give me your permission

//Triggering poem about thoughts going through my head and asking someone for his "permission" to do something...

I have never needed anyone's permission in the past,
There were no meaningful...
Forum: Goals and Ambitions February 11th 2015, 02:26 PM
Replies: 352
Views: 33,388
Posted By DYon
Re: what do you want to do before you die?

The last thing I want to do before I die is to hold his hand; to be in his arms; this would be the last thing I wanted to do before I left this life.
Forum: Why Me? February 11th 2015, 04:24 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 240,361
Posted By DYon
Re: Complaint of the day

im going to sleep worrying =(
Forum: Why Me? February 11th 2015, 04:23 AM
Replies: 9,328
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 165,355
Posted By DYon
Re: Screaming thread.

i just want to yell because i dont know what the hell i can do anymore. im losing everyone
Forum: Games and Things February 11th 2015, 03:50 AM
Replies: 10,071
Views: 304,242
Posted By DYon
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

Why did you have to make me go to sleep and ruin my day? I am going to sleep now so worried about you. This isn't fair to me. All I asked was what's wrong. ='( I know I'm going to have the dreams...
Forum: Religion and Spirituality, Science and Philosophy February 11th 2015, 03:39 AM
Replies: 653
Views: 46,135
Posted By DYon
Re: Prayer Requests Thread

Please pray that God will answer my questions when I pray tonight (around 12am, midnight, 2/11/15). I need him to show me what to do - that things will be okay. We are rapidly approaching a "holiday"...
Forum: Why Me? February 11th 2015, 03:37 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 627
Posted By DYon
I feel like each step we take puts us three steps behind

Each waking moment feels lifeless and without meaning. Each time something good happens, each time I smile, or each time I laugh, something bad always ends up happening.

I wish I didn't have to...
Forum: Friends and Family February 11th 2015, 02:59 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 597
Posted By DYon
Wanting to hear it so bad

I use to hear it a lot growing up from my parents and family members the words "I love you", but since a faithful night I came out to my parents so many years ago, I have hardly heard those words. I...
Forum: Games and Things February 9th 2015, 02:34 PM
Replies: 10,071
Views: 304,242
Posted By DYon
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

Why does everyone think I am doing better?
Forum: Why Me? February 9th 2015, 02:32 PM
Replies: 9,328
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 165,355
Posted By DYon
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't want to try anymore
Forum: Games and Things February 6th 2015, 02:35 PM
Replies: 10,071
Views: 304,242
Posted By DYon
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

This is all an illusion. I am wanting you to think I'm better, however I'm not. I'm trying my best to trick you into giving me permission to harm myself. There is so much bothering me but it's really...
Forum: Depression and Suicide February 6th 2015, 02:30 PM
Replies: 15
Triggering (Suicide): Goodbye
Views: 740
Posted By DYon
Re: Goodbye

Why can't people just give up? It's all I want. I know who I am, I know what I'm asking for, I don't think I've ever had a clearer mind. I just need his permission to let go. Why can't he tell me...
Forum: Depression and Suicide February 5th 2015, 07:04 PM
Replies: 15
Triggering (Suicide): Goodbye
Views: 740
Posted By DYon
Re: Goodbye

i cant believe that people do care. in my experience people say they do but when push comes to shove no one is there..its just me and my dark thoughts all by our lonesome. i dont want to be alone...
Forum: Depression and Suicide February 5th 2015, 06:34 PM
Replies: 15
Triggering (Suicide): Goodbye
Views: 740
Posted By DYon
Re: Goodbye

im just super crazy, i havent slept in a long while, each night i try and sleep i just wake up crying...i go to sleep crying...i hardly have a time where im not crying..if im not crying im just being...
Forum: Depression and Suicide February 5th 2015, 06:08 PM
Replies: 15
Triggering (Suicide): Goodbye
Views: 740
Posted By DYon
Re: Goodbye

I just can't find the will to hang on anymore, everything's a joke and apparently i never cared :'( i need something to cling to so bad right now
Forum: Why Me? January 31st 2015, 09:53 PM
Replies: 9,328
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 165,355
Posted By DYon
Re: Screaming thread.

Can I just hide? I don't want to bother you anymore with my problems, I know how hard working you are...I know you just want to relax. =(
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 28th 2015, 08:45 PM
Replies: 15
Triggering (Suicide): Goodbye
Views: 740
Posted By DYon
Goodbye

I'm so sorry. I am very sorry. I can't stop saying I'm sorry. I am so sorry, please always forgive me, I am so sorry. I am nothing anymore, please accept my apology. I'm sorry. I am just going to do...
Forum: Games and Things January 24th 2015, 12:07 AM
Replies: 160
Views: 5,129
Posted By DYon
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2015, 06:41 PM
Replies: 5
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Approaching the end of the rope
Views: 667
Posted By DYon
Re: Approaching the end of the rope

I just can't help but not think I am a screwup. Anything that's good that comes into my life I somehow manage to screw up :'(

I just hope that what happens in the next upcoming months is worth it....
Forum: Religion and Spirituality, Science and Philosophy January 21st 2015, 04:08 PM
Replies: 653
Views: 46,135
Posted By DYon
Re: Prayer Requests Thread

I pray that what was decided last night is the right way. I pray that God watches over me and him. If this is meant to be, then it will happen. There is always hope with uncertainty.
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