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Forum: Why Me? Yesterday, 12:33 AM
Replies: 1,298
Views: 22,154
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Complaint of the Day 2

Only reason I'm not killing myself right now is because I'm not physically alone at the moment.
Forum: Why Me? November 25th 2020, 11:07 PM
Replies: 1,298
Views: 22,154
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Complaint of the Day 2

It's my birthday in a few days. Maybe I'll do something for myself for once and end this suffering for good. Happy birthday to me; I'm going to kill myself.
Forum: Why Me? November 25th 2020, 10:45 PM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I hope tomorrow never comes. I'm almost at the point where 6 months ago, I said that if life was still that bad, I am allowed to finally kill myself. I've had a solid plan for months. Years? Over 2...
Forum: Why Me? November 24th 2020, 04:47 PM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Extra bad ptsd day=extra suicidal
Forum: Why Me? November 21st 2020, 01:13 PM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

If I get covid, at least I'll have a good enough reason to kill myself
Forum: Why Me? November 20th 2020, 10:02 PM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I may not survive tonight
Forum: Why Me? November 20th 2020, 09:33 PM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Suicide is the only way to make it stop. Everyone needs me to make it stop so I stop hurting them by being in more pain than they can handle. Well what about me?
Forum: Why Me? November 20th 2020, 08:42 PM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

It would be best for everyone if I was dead.
Forum: Why Me? November 20th 2020, 07:41 PM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I WISH I WAS FUCKING DEAD. I can feel the flashbacks coming back harder. So yeah, I don't know if I'll survive this.
Forum: Why Me? November 20th 2020, 11:22 AM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I can't function, but I have to for some reason
Forum: Why Me? November 20th 2020, 02:41 AM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

No, I won't feel better tomorrow just because another night passes. Why do people assume that? I won't fucking feel better til shit gets better.
Forum: Why Me? November 20th 2020, 02:35 AM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I hope tomorrow never comes.
Forum: Depression and Suicide November 19th 2020, 08:27 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 1,237
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Suicidal about COVID-19?

Thanks for taking the time to respond. I was already forced to quit my job months ago. I was an employee, so I didn't get any protection like the students. The university said they didn't care if I...
Forum: Why Me? November 19th 2020, 12:35 PM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

What's today's trauma going to be? See this is why I need to kill myself as soon as possible.
Forum: Why Me? November 19th 2020, 12:32 PM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Oh yeah and a friend relapsed and overdosed the other day.
Forum: Why Me? November 19th 2020, 12:28 PM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Family member is dying. Or dead by now... well still gotta work full time. With all the other fucking shit.
Forum: Why Me? November 18th 2020, 01:09 PM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Why bother asking for help when people just "lol just be happy and do self care!" At my problems that are way too severe for that shit to make a dent in. I know cause I've been fucking trying that...
Forum: Why Me? November 17th 2020, 06:16 PM
Replies: 1,298
Views: 22,154
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Complaint of the Day 2

Dissociating hard and no one cares. I need to drive, so I have no choice but to push through when I probably shouldn't. There's no one here. All alone. At least dissociation is better than...
Forum: Why Me? November 17th 2020, 03:05 PM
Replies: 1,298
Views: 22,154
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Complaint of the Day 2

The flashbacks make me extremely suicidal in the past time, and there's no way to know what's real and what's not. There's no advice for me because the first step is recognizing it's a flashback, and...
Forum: Why Me? November 16th 2020, 01:41 PM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

It's honestly just a matter of time before I end it. Who's going to stop me? No one.
Forum: Why Me? November 15th 2020, 02:32 PM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm beyond help. No one can handle me.
Forum: Why Me? November 14th 2020, 04:46 PM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I can't go on. There's no one who can or will help. And with the flashbacks and dissociation so bad and so frequent, I can't promise I won't kill myself sooner than planned.
Forum: Why Me? November 14th 2020, 04:37 PM
Replies: 1,298
Views: 22,154
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Complaint of the Day 2

There's no help for me.
Forum: Why Me? November 12th 2020, 01:38 PM
Replies: 1,298
Views: 22,154
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Complaint of the Day 2

I need to fucking kill myself. If it's still not better by mid-December, I'm fucking leaving. Same date I set like 5 months ago. Haven't fucking changed my mind because shit just keeps fucking...
Forum: Why Me? November 12th 2020, 10:47 AM
Replies: 1,298
Views: 22,154
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Complaint of the Day 2

Vivid PSTD nightmares..
Forum: Why Me? November 11th 2020, 06:52 PM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm really not okay. At all.
Forum: Why Me? November 11th 2020, 12:26 PM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

New extremely severe PTSD does not mix with chronic illness, past PTSD, grief, and full time work. Oh well, not a damn thing I can do about any of it.
Forum: Why Me? November 5th 2020, 02:01 PM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I'M FUCKING LEAVING THIS FUCKING HELLHOLE. THERE'S NO SUPPORT FOR ME, NO LOVE, NOTHING. IT'S BEST FOR EVERYONE IF I WERE DEAD. IT KEEPS GETTING FUCKING WORSE EVERY FUCKING DAY AND NO ONE GIVES A...
Forum: Why Me? November 5th 2020, 12:57 PM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Who would even want to stay alive with it being this bad?
Forum: Why Me? November 4th 2020, 08:36 PM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

If I get covid, I WILL kill myself. Better than surviving to be more disabled or dying a slow painful death alone in a hospital. My parents are cool with that I guess.
Forum: Why Me? November 4th 2020, 07:54 PM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

After this election ends, I don't need to stay alive. I wish I was dead. Most people wish I was dead.
Forum: Why Me? November 4th 2020, 04:01 PM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm living like I'm about to die because I actually might be.
Forum: Why Me? November 3rd 2020, 10:49 AM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I am absolutely terrified about the election. And I should be.
Forum: Depression and Suicide November 2nd 2020, 12:22 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 9
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: I need to kill myself

I'm going to give you the benefit of the doubt here and assume this has good intentions. But if someone says they have been abused, traumatized, have no support, no resources, are losing basic human...
Forum: Why Me? November 2nd 2020, 12:10 PM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I was always the fuck-up kid
Forum: Why Me? October 30th 2020, 01:48 PM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

JUST FUCKING END MY STUPID FUCKING LIFE. FUCK I DON'T EVEN CARE IF I DIE A SLOW PAINFUL COVID DEATH ANYMORE. JUST END MY LIFE HOWEVER. I DON'T CARE.
Forum: Why Me? October 30th 2020, 12:09 AM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I wonder if I can pay someone to kill me and make it look like an accident.
Forum: Why Me? October 29th 2020, 12:28 AM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Dear nobody,
Being alive sucks. I need to change that. Sorry I can't do anything right or good enough. It's best for everyone if I go. We all know it.
Forum: Why Me? October 27th 2020, 02:07 PM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Goodbye to my human rights and to those of everyone close to me. We don't matter apparently. But I'm supposed to stay alive?
Forum: Why Me? October 27th 2020, 12:21 AM
Replies: 9,040
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 157,307
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I'll never escape this debt or abuse. So why bother trying anymore. More debt, more abuse, more trauma and ptsd. that's what I get for trying to escape. Well fuck that. I quit. I'm done with this...
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