constantly feeling sad/depressed

[Megan C]

for more than a few months now, for maybe about over a year almost, i constantly feel so low. i cant tell my mum because, lets be honast we hate eachother, cant tell my dad, he'll tell my mum,same with my sister, tried school counciling, i just cannot put actions into words. its hard at home my mum is constantly trying to give to social serivces. she has said to me constantly that she hates me, she wishes i was never born etc. everyday no matter what i actually do, there is always a fault in what i do. me and my boyfriend are not on greatest terms, he is constantly saying whats wrong, why aree you so depressed, even when i tell him. i know he's just trying to help, but is does cause arguement. a while ago things were getting to much, i did cut myself, i have scars all over my body, my mum found out, and it really hurt because of some of the things she said to me, i remember it clearly that she said to me 'why dont you do us all a favour and cut a bit deeper on your wrists'. i get dirty looks at school when people see my scars. i dont know what to do, i dont want to break up with my boyfriend nick, he really does care about me, but sometimes he is the problem as well even if he cannot see it.

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