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wish i was strong enough to end this - July 19th 2012, 07:52 AM

i just wish i was strong enough to end my life already. i don't see the point in living! every time im by me self i always feel horrible, and i fight with people for no reaseon at all, its like im the one making my life like this but i cant help it. for years my sister thought i was faking my mental problems and always yelled at me and laughted about it. i get happy only when im around my friends, or doing something bad like, hurting someone, stealing or arguing with someone. if this is the only way to keep me happy i dont see the point in living, i currently dont go to school so i only see my friends on the weekends. and my mum works almost everyday so im home by myself. i dont see the point in pain if god loved us so much why do we hurt? its not fair why was i born like this and people that deserve this dont and they get the happy easy life where they can pick on people like me? if i lived where guns were legal to keep in your house id assure you all i would of shot my self in the forehead years ago! i hate my life people like me dont deserve to live shoundnt we all me happy and all walk around with a smile on my face? i don't! agh! i just wish my dad was still around i miss him so much he got me and he understood me!

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Re: wish i was strong enough to end this - July 19th 2012, 08:12 AM

Hey I know how hard things seem and you are completely right, it's not fair that some of us have to deal with this while others are happy their whole life. But you are strong, because you have the strength to not kill yourself. If you keep living life will give you a reason to live. Like soon you will find somebody you love (if you haven't already). If you leave life now, what will happen to your future lover? There is so much to live for by right now I understand that it doesn't seem like it. Keep being strong and I promise you that you'll soon find happiness. No matter how much suicide seems like the way out, it isn't. What does suicide do? It hurts everyone around you and who knows where you end up once you are dead. For all you know death could be so much worse then this. Do you really want to find out for sure? Suicide is the worst mistake that you can never take back. Life will get better. I promise, no matter how crappy it seems now, it will get better.
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Re: wish i was strong enough to end this - July 21st 2012, 05:10 PM

God does love you. Sometimes when we go through trouble it's to test us, to make us stronger. This will make you stronger. Don't kill yourself! He has a plan for you! Go back to Him if you've wandered.
I'll pray for you!
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Re: wish i was strong enough to end this - July 23rd 2012, 12:16 AM

Hey there,
I am so sorry you are feeling so bad. I completely understand what its like to feel like this. But there are so many reasons to live. Here is a huge list of them. Find some that you like and that you relate to and put them in a list, look at them whenever you feel like this, look at the list and think how you would miss these things.
You say you aren't 'strong' enough to end your life. Maybe that means that some little part of you wants to continue living, and get past this. It is completely possible to get past this. Could you talk to your mom or someone close to you about how you feel? Maybe you could try calling a hotline. Sometimes talking to a complete stranger can help. Hope this helped. PM me if you need to talk.

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