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maybe everyone is better off without me - July 29th 2012, 08:46 PM

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I can't take this anymore. I just want all this to be over. no one will care anyways. Noone even understands me. Im so depressed to the point that now I'm suicidal again. I don't really have any friends to talk to. I'm all alone. I cry everyday, ive been cutting and scratching even more now. I even got a knife and cut my arms. I punch the walls because im in so much pain. NoOne sees that im at my breaking point. I try to talk to the only friends that I have, but they dont even understand how depressed I am. I hide everything because I dont want my friends or family to have to deal with my crying and depression. But now, I dont know If I can hide it anymore. Im tired of getting yelled, it feels like im getting trampled by my family. I cant even tell them how I feel because they just end up yelling at me and not even understanding. NoOne knows how serious this is getting. Im almost to the point of committing suicide. I dont want to die, but I just dont know what to do anymore. I cry for help, but noone hears me, not my friends, not my family, noone.


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Re: maybe everyone is better off without me - July 29th 2012, 09:14 PM

Hello,
I'm sorry things have been so rough for you. DDo you see a counselor? Is there someone in your community you can talk to? For example, maybe even a librarian? Is there another relative you could e-mail or call on the phone? Think really hard about anyone you could possibly talk to. An aunt, a cousin, an uncle, a teacher or librarian, anyone? Even if you think "They won't understand," still try.
Suicide is NEVER the answer. Things will start looking up for you. As for your self-harm,and this could even apply to your depression, surround yourself with safe things you enjoy doing. I know it seems impossible to even get up in the morning, but try your hardest to distract yourself. Have you looked at the "Alternatives" thread?
Dear, suicide will never make you win. I once heard someone say that when they were depressed, they wanted the pain to end, and they did NOT actually want to die. And that there was an enormous difference. And that's completely true. The only TRUE way for the pain to end, is to fight through it and get to the other side. Suicide truly is a permanent answer to a TEMPORARY problem. It WILL get better, I PROMISE you! <3


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Re: maybe everyone is better off without me - July 29th 2012, 09:16 PM

Also, (posting again in case you wouldn't see if I edited my last post), NO ONE would be better off without you. No matter who in your life it is, EVERYONE would be destroyed if you ended your life. Please hang in there, I promise you things will start looking up. You just got to give it time.


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