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Idk. - August 12th 2012, 04:30 AM

To be honest,
I don't really know.
I just feel like I'm no good to anyone. Like they'd all be better off without me.
I have my boyfriend who's always sad and that doesn't help me.
He gets mad at little things then begs me to stay when I get upset about it.
Then I have an ex, who yeah I thought I'd given up on but in reality, I'm not sure I have. He's starting to talk to me again.

I have school, just started back. I'm a senior. Where has time gone? I don't wanna grow up. I want to stay right here. I don't know what to do.. My migraines are AWFUL. Worse than normal. I got hit in the head during my game the other day. I have a huge knot and it still hurts. My truck I was driving caught on fire while I was driving down the road. Everything that can go wrong is, and the only thing worth holding onto is unfortunately that ex, my boyfriend when he's normal, and softball..

But the boyfriend and the ex.. oh boy that isn't a good mix. Considering they hate each other. The boyfriend won't let me talk to the ex, I just do..

What do I do? I'm on my last string..

A beautiful thing is never perfect.

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Re: Idk. - August 12th 2012, 10:14 PM

Highschool isn't the end of your life. Don't worry. There's college and then all the rest of your life. You make it what you want it to be!

And if your boyfriend makes you feel bad, you may want to consider dumping him...gently. I mean, what if you two got married, but he was still sad and over-reacting at every mistake you make. I don't think living like that would be good for either of you.

Everything is going wrong...That may be true, but even if it is going wrong, are you going to let it get you down? It's when you let it get to you, is when everything is wrong. Don't focus on the things that went wrong; focus on what went RIGHT.

You can change today, not yesterday. It's useless to dwell on the past.
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Re: Idk. - August 13th 2012, 11:40 PM

Wow that's a lot to deal with! I'm sorry everything seems pretty messed up right now.
You should probably see a doctor about your head/migraines if you haven't already. As for your boyfriend, I agree with Ally. It's hard to break up with someone, but it seems like that situation is causing you a lot of stress. Have you tried talking to your boyfriend about why he's always so sad and reacts the way he does? I don't know the situation between you and either of them, but I'd be careful. Your boyfriend seems to bring you down, but also if you got hurt by your ex before I'd be cautious in how you handle that too. But in the end, I think you have to do what makes you happy because if you're unhappy in a relationship it's not really fair to either of you.

Hang in there okay? You're a lot stronger than you think you are.

PS College is so much better than high school

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Re: Idk. - August 17th 2012, 05:57 AM

Thanks guys..

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Re: Idk. - August 17th 2012, 04:37 PM

Sweetie, do not feel that way. You are so much better than those feelings. 'These' people wouldn't be better off without you, maybe it's that YOU would be better off without them?
Life is ironic in most cases.

You are a wonderful, beautiful, sweet girl and you mean something.

And about your boyfriend, it seems that your relationship is rather toxic. And if you really want to be with the ex, then you should break it off with your current boyfriend. Maybe you'd be happier? Anyways, I hope all goes well and I wish you the best.

Feel free to PM me anytime. ~Kayla.

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and jump in the fire, if it burns you.
I'll throw my arms around you darlin',
and we'll turn to ashes.

Kinda like the way you tell me,
"Baby, please come home. I need you here right now.
I'm crying underwater so you don't hear the sound."

What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
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