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Unhappy I'm depressed.. - August 14th 2012, 03:21 AM

I'm depressed no one sees it no one sees me crying or trying to make it through its so hard I've started cutting agin which isn't good but it's the only thing I got it hurts to breath to have my heart beat my mind keeps going to that bottle of pain meds in the cabinet everything is going down hill I have to fake my way through everyday situations the fake smiles and laughing all I want to do cry..just to take that bottle and curl under my bed..

After the abuse from my father then losing the love of my life..I don't have anything else worth living for
   
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Re: I'm depressed.. - August 14th 2012, 05:36 AM

Dear Brittany,

I am so sorry to hear that you are feeling this way right now. You are going through a very tough time at the moment by the sounds of it and for just holding on this long, I commend you, you have way more bravery than I do.

I don't know what to say that will make you feel better and I don't know what to say that can help you at the moment, so I am just going to tell you the truth.

I know fighting on is going to be really tough, but you have to try and you have to keep fighting on. Persistence, keep standing no matter how hard it is. Do you know why you should keep fighting?

Because it gets better.

No matter how hard it might be to believe, I am telling the truth, it does get better with time and that is why you have to be persistant and above all, patient. This isn't the end, you just have to keep going and you WILL see recovery at the other end.

There is a happy ending, Brit.

Going back to cutting probably isn't the best occurence and I am so sorry you have self-harmed again. I have alternatives. Well, actually, Shaz has a stack of alternatives, but I have a recommendation to a thread Shaz wrote in 2009, listing alternatives:

http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f12-s...ves-self-harm/.

Have a read of it, Britt.

I am very sorry to hear about your father and your partner, but suicide is not the anwser and you do have reason to live. You inspire people, people you have not met yet, people who haven't been born yet, you are an inspiration. That's why you should live, because you inspire!

I also have other reasons, highlighted under this thread. BOOM:

http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f11-d...-reasons-live/.

I am so sorry to hear you are going through but it does get better, suicide is not the answer and you WILL recover from this. You have what it takes. I promise.

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Re: I'm depressed.. - August 14th 2012, 11:47 AM

Thank u so much it does help having someone listen and care...but I still want to just...I was with him a year a whole year then suddenly I'm not enough how the hell does that work
   
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Re: I'm depressed.. - August 14th 2012, 12:13 PM

The bottom line is that you deserve to be with someone who thinks you are good enough and that you are worth it without exceptions or without him changing his mind.

You're worth it, find a guy who knows for a fact. He is not worth the trouble, no matter how long you guys have been together.

It hurts and I know how bad it does <3. You have got to work for yourself now. Get better and keep fighting Depression and self-harm as a favour to yourself and to stick it up to him. You are good enough and do not think otherwise just because he says so......

Feel free to PM me! .

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Re: I'm depressed.. - August 14th 2012, 04:42 PM

Ik but I've had it said so many times that I believe it I really do I'm not enough hell even my father has said it
   
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Re: I'm depressed.. - August 15th 2012, 06:48 AM

I know how hard it is to believe the opposite when you have been abused and told for sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long that you are not enough but you have got to come into reality with yourself.

I think whenever someone tells you you are not good enough or whatever, then escape the situation and tell yourself the complete opposite of what someone else says whenever they put you down.

"You are ugly."

Escape the situation, walk away, go for a walk in the park, go to your studio if you have one and then tell yourself "I am not ugly, I am pretty." And then repeat it to yourself. It is positive self-talk, but in your case it goes a little deeper than that.

It is telling yourself the truth.

You have got to continue to tell yourself the truth whenever someone tells you otherwise and then you'll believe it. Escape the situation and then tell yourself the truth.

It isn't simple, it takes time and it takes patience.

You have what it takes. I promise <3.

I am a man of my word.

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Re: I'm depressed.. - August 15th 2012, 11:34 AM

I've actually done that standing in front of my mirror and had a self talk but all it seemed to do was make me feel more alone then ever I look in the mirror I don't see what others sees I see what I was raised to see...ppl say that I'm pretty that my hair is lovely that my eyes r one of a kind..I fake smile and thank them but what I see is the monster that my father hated
   
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Re: I'm depressed.. - August 18th 2012, 07:52 PM

cherry, no one can i hate you, and i pity who ever does, you are inspiring, beautiful, one of a kind and unquie you know i will always be here for you.

cross my heart and hope to die


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Re: I'm depressed.. - August 20th 2012, 09:47 PM

Thank u so much Hun but its getting harder and harder to fake smile these days..


~love cherry~
   
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Re: I'm depressed.. - August 24th 2012, 05:07 AM

i told you cross my heart and hope too die soo goodbye and i lovee you


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Re: I'm depressed.. - August 25th 2012, 05:00 AM

See...everyone leaves...idk y I'm still here anymore..
   
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Re: I'm depressed.. - August 27th 2012, 03:27 AM

i tried to kill myself because i thought you were dead hun.


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Re: I'm depressed.. - August 28th 2012, 10:44 PM

But ur still gone ( u won't answer me I am alone and it's painful
   
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Re: I'm depressed.. - August 29th 2012, 02:46 AM

no i am here i am answering you....


be brave lifes to short make the most of it add me on http://www.teenhelp.org/ it will do u wonders xxx :P
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