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I'm done. - August 16th 2012, 06:38 AM

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Re: I'm done. - August 16th 2012, 07:08 AM

I swear to hell Ashtyn if you do this you know how much pain I will be in.
Look at it this way; is this what your friends Savannah would want? Or
anyone else for that matter? Ask yourself this; who would be effected by
this choice? There is life worth living, I can promise you this. I can promise
you I can make your life happier. Chris wouldn't want this for you; he'd
miss you so much. That young man would probably follow you to your
grave. You have a future ahead of you, your AP classes (I still think your
crazy for taking all AP classes), your sister, me...

I have been planning to visit you after I graduate, I was going to take you
on a giant shopping spree, even bought tickets for us to go to England.
I love ya Ash, your like a little sister I never had. I want to protect you
but I can't unless you let me. And you damn know how well I can protect
you. Don't let your family issue's get in the way. We are gonna overcome
this crack in the floor one day at a time.

Stick with me kiddo, and I can give ya the world. Is that the corny line from
some cheesy B Rated movie? But its true; we've been through 4 years of
BS. I think we got a few more years left darlin'. So stay with me, let me
show you how life is suppose to be lived.

Don't make this irrational choice; tell me why you want to die. Why? You know
its the idiotic choice, its the painless answer. The answer to end all pain,
but sometimes that pain is worth living. You only have 4 years left with your
parents and you can come live with me if you wanted. You know I'll always
take you in. Always. Think about what your gonna do, tell me. Is this what I
want? Or is it the easy choice because I can't stand my life anymore?

Life doesn't change at will, it changes because we make it change. Change
your life; force it to warp around you. Make life do what you want. Go accomplish
your sport dreams, go show your parents that your not "That disgrace" you tell
me they think. Prove to the world that you are Ashytn, the dreamer.

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Re: I'm done. - August 16th 2012, 07:20 AM

I seriously just got done crying, then read this and started crying again. Nice work, it's hard to make me cry. It may be too late..I already took 12. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that..all those years of fighting and I still did it. That day we met, was it Jason Lifecrafter who introduced us? Maybe it was someone different...
   
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Re: I'm done. - August 16th 2012, 07:26 AM

What did you take? Depending on what you took you can easily throw them up,
shit you can easily throw up anything. So do it; ending your life isn't worth it.
Your friends and I love you to damn much to be comin to a funeral.

Yea it was Jason somethin, I remember the day I told you my biggest secret and
how calm you took it. I remember all the fights we had about it, all the fights we
had over the stupidest crap, over Alejandro, over your friends, when your friend
hacked you, when you lied to me, when I lied to you. I remember all of it, now look
at us. There is nothing I can keep from you and nothing you can keep from me.
You already knew I was a redneck after all the years I tried to hide it, tried to fit in,
tried to be the girl my parents wanted me to be. You knew in the end that I would
do what I want and when I want. Just like I know you will not die because of some
pills. That you care enough to go regurgitate them. You love me enough to know
when I'm sad, angry, or happy. I know you well enough to know when your pissed,
or happy, or depressed. Right now this isn't you, something major had to have happened
for you to decide you wanted death. What is it Ash? Did something happen between you
and Chris? Was it your mom? Dad? What? Tell me; talk to me. I love you Ash, I cant stand
another death in my family right now. And your like family to me..




   
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Re: I'm done. - August 16th 2012, 08:08 AM

Everything is good guys. Not suicidal anymore, can thank Tina for that (thanks sis). A mod can close this thread
   
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Re: I'm done. - August 16th 2012, 08:09 AM

Your welcome darlin' (: Love ya




   
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