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My name is Taylor. I've never one one of these things before so if I do this wrong please forgive me. I don't know where to start. I don't really know what I'm feeling. I just know I'm hurting. Really badly. I feel like I have nobody. And I feel like everything I do is wrong and I have no confidense in myself and I hate myself. I hate everything about me. I tend to put myself down a lot. I don't like feeling desperate, but I am. I want someone to be my best friend. I want someone to truly love me. I want tone happy, but I can't. Ireallydont want to kill myself, but I think I might have to if things don't change. I just don't know what to do or how to explain my situation or how to do anything. I wish I weren't so stupid. I wish I could just say how I feel. I wish I weren't pathetic and alone. I wish a lot of things.
   
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Re: I really need anybody. Please. - August 24th 2012, 03:48 AM

Hey Taylor,

Your not doing it wrong
I know how you feel, I had almost exactly the same when i was like 14-15.
There are people that care about you a lot. Your family for example. You don't have to hate yourself. That won't make you feel better. You are not pathetic and you are not alone, Trust me. I'm sorry i don't have anything to make you feel better but i know you will feel better if you keep going. I have felt probably like you and i have survived it and i felt better and stronger when i got trough that. I made terrible mistakes and you don't have to. Never ever hurt yourself. Talk to someone about your problems. Like someone you feel you can trust with this, Maybe talk to a therapist. And if you are scared to do that(i was) You can always talk to someone here, You can always pm me if you want to talk and maybe if someone else replies he/she can help you.

Stay strong Taylor.
   
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Re: I really need anybody. Please. - August 24th 2012, 05:14 AM

Hey there.

As Anonimous said, you are doing this correctly, don't worry!

Firstly, I don't believe in pathetic or bad people. Some people might do bad or pathetic things, but they themselves are not. To be clear, there's nothing here that per se tells me you've done bad or pathetic things.

Now, in terms of your self esteem, I have an exercise to suggest for that. Sit down with a notebook (or an empty text editor like Notepad, TextEdit, GEdit, etc.) and write down everything positive about yourself that you can come up with. Can't think of anything? Here are some ideas. Do you go to the doctor for a physical every year? Do you recycle or otherwise watch out for the environment? Do you do well in math? Do you try to help other people (it sounds like you find helping your friends very important) when you can? Those are just a few ideas. And I'm sure you can come up with more.

I do want to point out though that as important as it is to help other people, there are times when you need to put yourself first. If you need something, anything, talk to your friends, or talk to one of us. Let someone help YOU too. Because you're useless in making a difference for others if you aren't feeling well yourself. I hope I'm of help


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Re: I really need anybody. Please. - August 24th 2012, 05:25 AM

hey taylor. if your looking for a friend go to your local church. everyone there could help you. i dont know what your beliefs are but i know u can change and God can help. i will pray for you. i had a panic attack and after that i had no confidence, i had no where to go i lost all my friends cause they werent "true" friends. they didnt care how i felt. so i went to the church, and everyone there helps me and gives me good messages. keep fighting taylor, i hope u read this.
   
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Re: I really need anybody. Please. - August 25th 2012, 02:24 AM

Thanks so much. I would love for you to pray for me
   
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Re: I really need anybody. Please. - August 25th 2012, 02:27 AM

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Re: I really need anybody. Please. - August 25th 2012, 02:32 AM

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Hey there.

As Anonimous said, you are doing this correctly, don't worry!

Firstly, I don't believe in pathetic or bad people. Some people might do bad or pathetic things, but they themselves are not. To be clear, there's nothing here that per se tells me you've done bad or pathetic things.

Now, in terms of your self esteem, I have an exercise to suggest for that. Sit down with a notebook (or an empty text editor like Notepad, TextEdit, GEdit, etc.) and write down everything positive about yourself that you can come up with. Can't think of anything? Here are some ideas. Do you go to the doctor for a physical every year? Do you recycle or otherwise watch out for the environment? Do you do well in math? Do you try to help other people (it sounds like you find helping your friends very important) when you can? Those are just a few ideas. And I'm sure you can come up with more.

I do want to point out though that as important as it is to help other people, there are times when you need to put yourself first. If you need something, anything, talk to your friends, or talk to one of us. Let someone help YOU too. Because you're useless in making a difference for others if you aren't feeling well yourself. I hope I'm of help
Thank you for that. It made me smile
   
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Re: I really need anybody. Please. - August 25th 2012, 03:02 AM

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Hey there.

As Anonimous said, you are doing this correctly, don't worry!

Firstly, I don't believe in pathetic or bad people. Some people might do bad or pathetic things, but they themselves are not. To be clear, there's nothing here that per se tells me you've done bad or pathetic things.

Now, in terms of your self esteem, I have an exercise to suggest for that. Sit down with a notebook (or an empty text editor like Notepad, TextEdit, GEdit, etc.) and write down everything positive about yourself that you can come up with. Can't think of anything? Here are some ideas. Do you go to the doctor for a physical every year? Do you recycle or otherwise watch out for the environment? Do you do well in math? Do you try to help other people (it sounds like you find helping your friends very important) when you can? Those are just a few ideas. And I'm sure you can come up with more.

I do want to point out though that as important as it is to help other people, there are times when you need to put yourself first. If you need something, anything, talk to your friends, or talk to one of us. Let someone help YOU too. Because you're useless in making a difference for others if you aren't feeling well yourself. I hope I'm of help
Thank you, I just might take you up on that. A lot of times I wish I had someone to talk to.
   
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Re: I really need anybody. Please. - August 25th 2012, 03:03 AM

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Hey Taylor,

Your not doing it wrong
I know how you feel, I had almost exactly the same when i was like 14-15.
There are people that care about you a lot. Your family for example. You don't have to hate yourself. That won't make you feel better. You are not pathetic and you are not alone, Trust me. I'm sorry i don't have anything to make you feel better but i know you will feel better if you keep going. I have felt probably like you and i have survived it and i felt better and stronger when i got trough that. I made terrible mistakes and you don't have to. Never ever hurt yourself. Talk to someone about your problems. Like someone you feel you can trust with this, Maybe talk to a therapist. And if you are scared to do that(i was) You can always talk to someone here, You can always pm me if you want to talk and maybe if someone else replies he/she can help you.

Stay strong Taylor.
Thank you <3 I really appreciate what you said you're so nice
   
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Re: I really need anybody. Please. - August 25th 2012, 04:55 AM

Hi Taylor! I know what you're feeling and saying...if you even need to talk you can send me a message xx
   
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