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And i really wanted to be somebody - September 15th 2012, 04:57 PM

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I don't know why i'm writing in here tbh...i've already made up my mind...

I really wanted to make something of myself...prove everyone wrong...everyone who put me down and said i'm not good enough, the media, and prove myself. Every single dream i have just gets shattered into a million bits...i can't keep living to know i'm gonna get broken and hurt. My worlds constantly upside down...i can't handle it anymore. I don't wanna live no more. [X]

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Re: And i really wanted to be somebody - September 15th 2012, 06:38 PM

Hi there :-)

I don't really know what is going on for you as such but I wanted you to know that if you ever need anyone to talk to about anything at all, that we're always here for you and that we will try our best to help and support you in any way that we possibly can. I know that feeling the way you feel is really hard but it's not always going to be the way it is now. Things can and they will get better for you so keep on smiling and keep on fighting this.

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Re: And i really wanted to be somebody - September 15th 2012, 06:43 PM

You will just be giving to all those people who told you that. You still have your whole life ahead of you to prove them wrong. You can't give up, you have to show them how strong you can be! So what if you can't accomplish a few things, there's millions of other things out there! Ton's of dreams to be lived! I know saying it will get better probably won't mean anything to you, but I AM PROOF. I tried to end it so many times. I guess God had a plan for me because somehow, I've finally found my way. HELL YEAH it was hard and it sucked at times, but look at me now! I can say haha to all those people who didn't believe in me. I am living proof it's possible. I know I know it doesn't seem like it at all, but there is hope! You just got to keep pushing because YOU CAN DO IT! I believe in you! You're not alone. There's people that love you can care about you. Hell, we all love you and care about you here at TeenHelp! No matter how much you think you want to do this, you don't. You will hurt so many others, and you know what it's like to feel that way. You don't want to do that someone else. You want to show them how strong you are by reaching out for help. TELL SOMEONE. ANYONE. Tell a family member. Tell a friend. Tell a teacher. No? Call 911. (if you're in the US) They can help you! You need to be strong right now. You need to be that strong person I know you are hidden underneath all that pain.

Here are the numbers for your country: http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f3-general/t22-hotlines/

Please, call someone. Reach out. I know you don't want to. Trust me I've been there. But no matter how bad it is right now, the only way to go is up. You're at rock bottom, so things have to get better now. AND THEY WILL. I know you feel like shit right now. I know you don't want to talk to anyone. You just want to curl up in a ball and make everything go away right? Well since that can't happen, you can do the next best thing and get yourself some help. You aren't alone. There are people out there willing to help you, you just need to show them how much pain you're in. Please hang in there Sammy. I believe in you. I have faith you can do this. You don't need to throw it all away. You're stronger than that. Show all those idiots in your life you will amount to something. Show them you're not going to let it get in your way. YOU CAN DO IT! I wish I was there to sit next to you and talk you through this. But now, it's up to you. Please do the right thing. Not only for the people you care about, but for YOURSELF. Don't give up. You have your hold life ahead of you. So much good to come. Just hold on a little longer.

YOU CAN DO IT!


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