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Beaten to my hands and knees and can't get back up again... - October 16th 2012, 02:35 PM

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I have finally decided to end my life, I have tried everything to be happy again and nothing has worked. I just want to die, my eating is all fucked up. I don't sleep like I should. I am anxious and nervous all the time. I have pushed forward as long as I can and am incapable of going any further. I am going to spend today getting all my affairs in order and tying off all loose ends. Today is the most relief I have felt because I know that tonight I will no longer have to deal with this. I'm sick of crying all day every day. I am fed up with being alone and feeling isolated. To any users who may read this, don't follow in my footsteps if you can avoid it, seek help before it is too late. Maybe somebody else will be lucky, maybe you all can make it out alive.
   
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Re: Beaten to my hands and knees and can't get back up again... - October 16th 2012, 02:44 PM

Take a deep breath and just think of something that makes you happy I have been down both roads, I even spent a few weeks in a mentel hospital for this, there is something out there for you just find it
   
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Re: Beaten to my hands and knees and can't get back up again... - October 16th 2012, 02:50 PM

I have tried to find something out there, I thought I had it. I was down this road before and just before I could do myself in, I was found.
Now this same person who saved my life so long ago is now the reason I am to this point. They may as well have stuck the gun to my head themselves. I hope they are happy with what they have done, I hope that after this they think of me every fucking day and their conscious eats them alive and they can't sleep at night..


Here's to you, fill the glass. Cuz the last few nights have kicked my ass.
   
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Re: Beaten to my hands and knees and can't get back up again... - October 16th 2012, 02:56 PM

Try to get some medical attention, tell your parents, it not as bad as it seems, there also is a few songs I like to listen to calm me down, just think that there is not only 1 person for you there are plenty others

1: Cruel Man - Intwine
2: Set Me Free - Casting Crowns
3: Down by the river - Niel Young


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Re: Beaten to my hands and knees and can't get back up again... - October 16th 2012, 03:17 PM

I've tried everything. In my heart I know this person is the only one I can have these types of feelings for. We've been through so much it's unbelievable. It's over for me, I appreciate you trying to help. My mind is made up and all I want is the pain to end. And it's going to tonight, I actually find comfort in that


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Re: Beaten to my hands and knees and can't get back up again... - October 16th 2012, 03:19 PM

I really hope you reconsider but I cant stop you, just know we are all here for you if you need someone


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Re: Beaten to my hands and knees and can't get back up again... - October 16th 2012, 03:30 PM

Thank you for the kind words. Hopefully others will be able to not take this path. People like you can possibly change the world. I just wish there were more kind people out there in the world.


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