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Life is just a pathetic game. Dear god, you don't have to fire me. I quit. - November 7th 2012, 11:37 PM

A GAME! Nothing more. A game that I'm losing with everyday that passes by. I want to die. I've attempted suicide before multiple times. I'm not scared of it anymore. I want to be worth it, beautiful, thin, wanted.....I want to do things normal teens do. Scarring your body, limiting yourself to three hundred and twenty calories a day isn't normal. Being my age and contemplating suicide on a daily basis isn't normal. NOTHING is normal. Why are we living anyway? We educate ourselves to work for a few years and then we die. Why can't I just die now? I regret that first cut, that first time I ever decided to starve myself. It's all my fault. I'm a failure. If you're reading this and you haven't self harmed in anyway...don't do it. It ruins your life. All you do is go deeper and deeper in this hole, until you eventually are six feet under.


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Re: Life is just a pathetic game. Dear god, you don't have to fire me. I quit. - November 8th 2012, 01:11 AM

Please don't kill yourself, for me.

There are a lot of teenagers around our age that starve and cut. It may not be "normal," but it's being recognised. You've made the first step in getting better, you've reached out. You must have something to live for, even if you don't know exactly what it is. Have you tried talking to an adult about this? Therapy is very helpful to a lot of people.



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