Triggering (Suicide): UGH! I cant take it anymore!!!

[Lovehatelife23]

Im bout to BLOW up & just come up w/ a Plan. Ever since ive met this Man that I thought i was going to be w. the rest of my LIFE its killing me. He always wonders WHY i get onto him or wat he aggravates me. I have a Short Fuse & little or lot of things irritates me. I cant wait for him to move out of my HOUSE!!! We been together for 7months & hes finally getting his House back after everything that went thru & Im not moving in. I have alot of things on my plate & I just dont kno anymore. Im falling....Ive havent had my Suicidal Thoughts since for 2 years & now im getting them back constantly....Wat do i do???

[Collies R Us]

If you really have to blow up then do it, but don't injure yourself or anyone else in the process. Just hang on. How soon will he be gone? Just take it one day at a time, or one hour at a time. I suppose you could always kick him out now, let him get his stuff later, just to keep you from those suicidal thoughts. And he'll be gone soon anyway; what's the point of killing yourself when you're about to have him outta your hair?
You really sound like you need to rant...Got any friends you can rant to? That may help.
I'm sorry; I don't have much more of my rambling advice. Hang on until he leaves...hopefully after that the thoughts won't be as strong.
Good luck. Hope it works out! Don't die!
God bless!
- Collies R Us

Could you stay at your parents house or a friends house till he moves out? Sounds like he's really bothering you and causing bad feelings so it may help to detach yourself from him.

Suicide isn't the answer, okay? Things will get better, sweetie. <3

[Lovehatelife23]

Its very hard, he finally got his keys to the place & I cant make him move in quite yet bc theres no furniture. He mom took everything out...We come from 2 different families & from his he thinks you can bother people just to get your way. My family isn't like that, You ask a couple of times or a reminder be4 hand but then dont think you can FORCE them to do it bc they wont. He from a Richy part that gets eveything put in HIS HANDS & PAID FOR!!! My Family you have to WORK to get wat you really want or your out of luck. Its tough to get him to understand in some situations, He thinks also that if someone promises you something they should keep that promise, well my father works 12 hours 6days a week & has to come home & clean & deal w/ alot on his hand & w/ my BF being the way he is HE WANTS IT DONE NOW...Im telling him you better cool down or my parents aint doing anything. Ya my parents are Committed to him & his jobs for transportation but when the house got back then thats his Sisters & his problems...Its killin me but Im sure he has memory problems or watever but still My family isnt the DEMANDING part...Im trying the best way i can until he can get him some furniture or watever to make it work so i can have my life back to normal....