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This is too hard - September 8th 2016, 09:37 AM

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I can't do this anymore. My mum and step dad are extremely annoying. All the appointments are extremely annoying. I don't have my iPad chargers anymore, as i could use them to kill my self. But they didn't take away the other like 100 things in my room i could kill my self. Just the things i need. Last night they turned the wifi off, because they don't want me talking to people on the internet, probably because they want me to die. I could go on and on. Oh, and i now believe that my family and doctors/psychiatrist/whatever are plotting to kill me. I have no reason to live now. I just want to die. But i can't, because my mum and step dad keep checking to see if i'm alive, so it's too risky. This is ridiculous. I didn't think it was possible to feel this bad.
   
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Re: This is too hard - September 8th 2016, 07:02 PM



I certainly understand how this could make thing harder on you. Your parents care about you and they just want to make sure that you are OK. I know things are hard right now but it gets better! - you are not alone!

Have your tried reaching out to a hotline? They have text hotlines if that is something you are interested in I can help you find one.

I hope this helped... You are welcome to PM me anytime! Stay strong things will get better but in the meantime keep reaching out, don't give up!


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Re: This is too hard - September 8th 2016, 07:08 PM

I don't want to contact a hotline, as i'd just find it annoying, and it wont improve anything.

My mum and step dad are less annoying now. I told them that they just make me feel worse, and to leave me alone. So now they're not bothering me as much.

Also i'm feeling ok at the moment. Well, ok for me.

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Re: This is too hard - September 8th 2016, 09:36 PM

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I'm so sorry things are so tough for you but so glad to see you fighting through. You're doing so well so keep going and remember we're here. Don't be afraid to talk to people when you are struggling because you never deserve to be alone in this. You're worth so much and your life can be amazing.


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