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I want to be killed off permanently. - October 21st 2016, 06:20 AM

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I've tried everything.. but life is too painful. I miss her.. I miss the happiness she brought me...


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Re: I want to be killed off permanently. - October 21st 2016, 06:31 AM

Hey,

I can't say I relate to your situation as I've never been in any relationships (if that's what you mean by missing her) but my best friend recently (actually just this past summer) went through a rough time with someone she cared about. She would talk to me everyday about how she couldn't sit it anymore or she was "just done" and that she never wanted to love someone again. She went through a point that was nearing suicidal but she did make it through and she's been feeling much happier lately. I don't want to sit here and say everything's gonna be perfect and you'll live happily ever after. But I will tell you no matter how you feel right now in this moment, you won't feel like this forever and you have a future. I'm sure people have told you that before but it really is true. It's not gonna be easy dealing with it right now but to quote your message, it's called a tunnel because there's always a light at the end. Talking to ANY friends or family will help you. Find someone you know and trust who went through similar troubles, and talk to them. Do not give up hope. Just remember that in the past you always pulled through.
   
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Re: I want to be killed off permanently. - October 21st 2016, 07:04 AM

She was a a best friend who meant a lot to me. I'll try to believe what you're telling me because as of right now... It feels very hurtful- to the point where I can't believe that I will beat this. It's extremely painfuls


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Re: I want to be killed off permanently. - October 21st 2016, 01:16 PM

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Re: I want to be killed off permanently. - October 21st 2016, 03:22 PM

Thanks


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Re: I want to be killed off permanently. - October 21st 2016, 05:32 PM

Hi

I don't have a lot to say. If you want to talk to us a bit more in detail about what is going on, that might help. But I did want to reply back and tell you that from what I have seen of you on here, you're a lovely and kind person and you deserve a life. You deserve happiness. And you can have it but you need to keep on fighting for it. Don't give up because so many people love and care about you including us but more importantly because you have a bright future. It's going to be a tough ride but if it was easy then it wouldn't be worth it. This hard fight is going to be worth it and I believe in you. You are a fighter. A survivor.

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Re: I want to be killed off permanently. - October 22nd 2016, 05:39 PM

Thanks jessie.. I guess it was the incident with me pretty much losing my ex best friend that led me down this road. I have lost a lot of my emotions to be honest.. Thanks for saying that because I know that I have the support of everyone.. and you people are so nice and caring.


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