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Nothing can stop me - June 2nd 2009, 01:41 PM

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I just donít care anymore. I donít care what happens to me or even if I die. I have been trying to stay strong for so long but I just canít anymore. I'm too weak to continue living like this. I no longer want anything to do with life. I just want to be left alone to die without anyone worrying about me or mourning over my loss.
I donít have a choice anymore. The darkness in me has become too powerful to fight. I either must give in to it or die. The monster that I have become isnít who I want to be. Iíd rather be dead than being thisÖ creature that feeds off of pain and does nothing but bring pain and misery onto others. Nothing can break me free from the darkness. Nothing can slay the monster in me.
No matter what else happens, my only choice is to die. Whether it be by my own hand or somebody elseís I donít care.
I donít have a choice anymore, its either give in to the darkness that I can no longer fight against, or die.
I have fallen into the abyss of hell and soon I will become aquainted with the Dark Lord (similar to the Christian Satan)
Donít miss me and donít cry for me, I am going soon, and I highly doubt anything can stop me.


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Re: Nothing can stop me - June 2nd 2009, 01:57 PM

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I just donít care anymore. I donít care what happens to me or even if I die. I have been trying to stay strong for so long but I just canít anymore. I'm too weak to continue living like this. I no longer want anything to do with life. I just want to be left alone to die without anyone worrying about me or mourning over my loss.
I donít have a choice anymore. The darkness in me has become too powerful to fight. I either must give in to it or die. The monster that I have become isnít who I want to be. Iíd rather be dead than being thisÖ creature that feeds off of pain and does nothing but bring pain and misery onto others. Nothing can break me free from the darkness. Nothing can slay the monster in me.
No matter what else happens, my only choice is to die. Whether it be by my own hand or somebody elseís I donít care.
I donít have a choice anymore, its either give in to the darkness that I can no longer fight against, or die.
I have fallen into the abyss of hell and soon I will become aquainted with the Dark Lord (similar to the Christian Satan)
Donít miss me and donít cry for me, I am going soon, and I highly doubt anything can stop me.
what is going on? whats making you feel so bad? plz tell us.
   
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Re: Nothing can stop me - June 2nd 2009, 02:02 PM

my parents have basically destroyed my life. i'm not going to college, i'm becoming a failure and just all the other shit that i've been dealing ever since my life started


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Re: Nothing can stop me - June 2nd 2009, 02:17 PM

hey hun! pm me if you find it in you to talk to someone. (:
i know you're going through a lot and i know that it's seemingly impossible to get out of this darkness you're facing. but trust me, you're stronger than you think, and life can get better than you think.
suicide is never the way out. the thing about life is that they're many paths to take and it's unique for everyone. you're also your own person, and no one has the right to stop you from pursuing happiness as you know it.
don't give up!


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Re: Nothing can stop me - June 2nd 2009, 03:04 PM

Dylan please dont do anything. I know things are rough I really do. But you CAN get through this. I know your parents are complete asses and they dont treat you right but dont let them get the satstifaction of winning hang in there. Please talk to somebody. When you were texting me the other day you were telling me about this girl that your really good friends with and she knows everything about you. Talk to her let her help you. Think about her when your wanting to hurt yourself wanting to end your life.

I know you can get through this I know you can. Its hard but its not impossible. Your just really confused right now and your looking for an escape but please dont do anything. Let somebody help you.


   
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