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Depression and Suicide If you or a loved one is feeling depressed or suicidal, you are not alone. Talk with other users about your feelings here.

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i feel hopeless - June 6th 2009, 05:19 AM

i have been so depressed for the longest time i dont even know if i want t ask for help anymore i just want to roll up in a ball and die i feel extremely useless i dont even know why i bother with anything anymore. its come to the point where no one even cares anymore either i never smile anymore and when i do everyone knows its fake. i've given up i just cant deal with this anymore


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Re: i feel hopeless - June 6th 2009, 05:26 AM

You can do this!
You are not useless, you are anything but useless.
You have a purpose to be here and these feelings of depression will pass.
Somebody out there cares about you, I care about you and I believe in you!

I think you should ask for help!
It might be the step you need so that you can get better!
Don't Give UP!
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Re: i feel hopeless - June 6th 2009, 05:29 AM

Hey Alex,

*hugs tightly*

I'm sorry things have been so tough, honey. But I can promise you, you are always worth asking for help, you are not useless, and even when smiles feel like forgery, they will become something genuine again.

Want to talk about anything? What's been up lately?

I can definitely relate to wanting to curl up into a ball - but sometimes it's better to just curl up under the covers, or snuggle into the thought that someone (like us!) cares about you.

Hang in there.


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Re: i feel hopeless - June 9th 2009, 04:18 AM

im not sure how much more of this i can take i feel like everything is being ripped from my hands and i started cutting again after being sh free for a year


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Re: i feel hopeless - June 18th 2009, 08:21 PM

ok so i really really really feel like i need to kill myself because i am a missarble excuse for a human


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Re: i feel hopeless - June 18th 2009, 08:49 PM

you do not need to kill yourself.
your not a sorry excuse of a human you are just going through a lot right now!

I'm sorry you started cutting again after a year but hey, you made it that long, that just shows how strong you are! It's okay we all slip!

Don't kill yourself though, talk to somebody, a friend, family member, counselor, talk to somebody <3 call a suicide hotline! you can always PM me <33


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Re: i feel hopeless - June 18th 2009, 08:51 PM

i just feel that desire to live anymore andi am a horible excuse for a human becasue i had someone tell me that today. plus if i kill myself now i can stop myself from breaking my friends heart


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Re: i feel hopeless - June 18th 2009, 08:57 PM

Don't listen to people like that, they don't know what they are talking about. It was a lie, don't believe in lies.

Why would you break your friends heart?
I think they would be more upset if you killed yourself.


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Re: i feel hopeless - June 18th 2009, 09:00 PM

becuase we were going to date each other and if i kill myself now rather then later i wont hurt them as much


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Re: i feel hopeless - June 18th 2009, 09:02 PM

That's not true.
You don't know how it's going to turn out.
Besides, everybody goes through hurts in their life, it's not your fault.
Don't kill yourself now, you're only 15, things will change.
There are good and bad times in life, it's a ride.
It's hard but it's worth it, trust me.
I was in your shoes when I was 15 and I'm glad I'm still alive.
I'm glad I made it this far, trust me!
You'll be happy you held on!


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Re: i feel hopeless - June 18th 2009, 09:55 PM

i'm feeling a lot better now i discussed somethings with my parents. a lot of the reason i have been depressed is that i get a lot of crap from people at school and my parents said that i can do online schooling. i will be a lot happier and i can stay in touch with my friends and i will have a lot more free time. the other alternative is moving and if i do that i will not be able to date my friend and we have extremely strong feelings for each other. i am much happier now that i have talked everything out with my parents and i beleive everything is gonna work out. i am not as depressed any more and i see that if i did kill myself i would hurt a lot of people


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Re: i feel hopeless - June 18th 2009, 10:12 PM

i'm glad you're feeling better!
and yes it would hurt a lot of people!
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Re: i feel hopeless - June 18th 2009, 10:51 PM

Hey,

I am so glad that you were able to talk to your parents and get things worked out! If you are ever in a similar predicament remember what happened this time. Remember that you have the ability to talk to your parents and others. I hope that things start looking up and if you need someone to talk to feel free to pm or aim me. Good luck!


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