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out of control - June 7th 2009, 05:35 AM

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It's all gotten totally out of control. Every time i close my eyes i see diffrent ways of killing my self... Atm i have several bottles of assorted pills a couple razer blades and a pretty much empty house...it would be to easy just to write the note and be done with it...i hate this feeling of total hopelessness...it's like there is nothing to hold onto any more...i honostly don't think i can go on...not any more...my moms pretty much given up hope on me and she was my main support...i don't think i'm going to make it through tonight


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Re: out of control - June 7th 2009, 04:41 PM

Jenny,

I understand that things seem out of control. However because of this it's a good idea just to step back for a second,calm a bit. We are here for you to talk to. Stay strong!

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Re: out of control - June 7th 2009, 06:51 PM

Hey Jenny,

Take a step back from all this and take a few deep breaths. You can make it through Jenny. I am sorry that you feel your mum has given up with you. What happened? Perhaps you could both sit down together and try and sort things out. That might really help to clear things up so you feel a bit better. You don't have to be alone with any of this. There is always someone here that cares and will want to listen. If you ever need anything Jenny then you are more than welcome to PM me. Keep going it will get easier. Stay strong :-)
   
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Re: out of control - June 7th 2009, 07:26 PM

Hey,

Don't kill yourself. It might seem like the best option right now but I promise you it's not the right option. Things in life aren't always easy but they are worth it! It seems like the pills are razors are the enemy, so why not throw them out so that you at least don't have the temptation of it there!

I'm sure your mom hasn't really given up on you but sometimes parents just don't know how to help anymore. They are only humen and can only do so much. Why don't you sit down and talk to her about how you feel and maybe she can get you some help? Have you ever been to a counselor or anything, if not I think that would be a good idea, to see somebody! They can really help you sort out your life and get you back on the right track!

You can do this!
It might not seem like you can make through but you can.
Your stronger than you think!
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Re: out of control - June 7th 2009, 09:52 PM

I think i might go to the hospital if i don't get any better with in the next 24 hours.... I don't feel any better and it has been more than 24 hours since i nearly decided to end it all....i don't know what else to do....


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Re: out of control - June 7th 2009, 10:28 PM

That's a good idea to check yourself into the hospital if you don't feel safe!
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Re: out of control - June 7th 2009, 10:38 PM

Jenny, I think you are really brave and strong to realise that you need help and perhaps going to hospital is the best thing for you right now. It will at least keep you safe because no one wants you to end it all. Let us know how you get on.
   
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