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Unhappy lost - July 28th 2009, 05:42 AM

many things are bothering me.my friends treat me like a jukebox.i'm the one who makes the jokes,who cheers them up.i can laugh with them,but it just doesn't feel real.and when some guys come along,they ignore me.guys think i'm a weirdo.when i'm upset,people think i'm crazy or posessed.but i'm not.they cannot accept me for the person i am.only the entertainer/joker or the tough one.i usually come home,blast the music and cry when no one's looking.not even my family members.they usually think its just a phase.
i have my set of problems,but i have no one to consult.i distance myself from people,as i know i'll get hurt.i keep my problems to myself almost all the time.i do not trust anyone,and so when they ask me whats wrong,i smile as if there's nothing or lie.i'm alone and no one understands me.
most of the time,i think life's not worth living.i'm a burden to everyone around me.i live on the hope of running away someday.and its fading.
on down days,i feel like leaping out of my window and running away.like a coward.
i've seen a therapist,but it was of no help.

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Re: lost - July 28th 2009, 07:13 PM

you havent wasted anyones time.
if you feel like doing all of that stuff for your friends isnt being the real you
then i suggest you stop, and if they are true friends they will stick by you.
try talking to your friends, they could help you.

life is worth living. you arent a burden on anyone. once you live life the way you want to live and and express your emotions, life will be much brighter.
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Re: lost - July 29th 2009, 03:16 AM

if you're the one who cheers people up, you are NOT weird, in fact you're special. it takes a lot of strength to control your sad emotions and take the cheery side to them so that they see you as someone who listens and is ready to help all the time. i respect you and i see you as a special person who's precious and should be respected.

and you know, you probably just need a place to rant, and here it is. here, we listen, we help, we stick, and we never leave. and we're all ready to help, at any time.

and no, you didnt waste our time.. at least NOT mine . i joined to try to make stuff better for other people, and i am ready to listen.

and i bet that a huge majority of the other people over here are feeling the same way i do remember you can tell us anything you're going through, at any time.


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Re: lost - July 29th 2009, 02:09 PM

thanks,but i don't think i want to give my friends trouble.and i still don't see any reason in living.
   
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Re: lost - July 29th 2009, 04:58 PM

your friends wont see it as trouble, they are you friends because they
want to make your life better. they want you healthy and alive.
the only trouble you would give you friends is if you went through with it.
they would be horribly sad.

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Re: lost - July 30th 2009, 01:52 AM

i so agree with katie. there's so much for you to experience.. it cant be listed down b just the fingers that we have

you are NOT a burden.. remember that.


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