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That Smile I Force Out; - July 30th 2009, 10:07 PM

is what everyone thinks is me.
well it's not.
i'm so vulnerable, and i get hurt so much,
but i force out that stupid smile and pretend i don't get hurt.
the pain people are causing me will kill me one day.


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Re: That Smile I Force Out; - July 31st 2009, 01:02 AM

Hey
Do you have a close friend or 2 that you can tell about this stuff? You'd be surprised how understanding people can be, even when they dont seem like they would be at all. (if that makes any sense at all lol)
You wouldn't have to tell EVERYONE, but one or two friends would ease your mind A LOT and probably stand up for you without giving away your secret. Having someone back you up in life really helps ease getting hurt from people.

But You should keep in mind, that those people are stupid. You don't deserve to get hurt, you really don't. Try not to let it get to you, come on here and vent about it. I think it's actually healthier to get mad at people hurting you than agreeing and hating yourself. It's rude to them, but who gives a shit about them? They're hurting you, and again, you DONT deserve that.



Take me seriously.
I dare you.



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Re: That Smile I Force Out; - July 31st 2009, 01:28 AM

i don't have many friends.
actually... i really don't have any.
one.... kinda...
i don't know.
he's ten years older then me.
i have a blog written about him.
i wrote that when we were super close.
he got me to stop selfharming.
and i don't know.
we're kinda falling apart.
it hurts.
but of course i put on that smile and pretend i don't care.
but out of everything,
that's what hurts the most.
if i don't have him to look up to as a best friend and know he cares,
there's no point in me being here.
he helped me soooo much.
and now it's just slipping away.
our friendship.
it's barely there.


When you can't find your way home,
and when life gets too hard to face on your own.
I will stand as a light through the darkness unknown,
I will walk with you, so you're never alone.

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Re: That Smile I Force Out; - July 31st 2009, 02:01 AM

you went offline on aim, please talk to me!!!
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