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Depression and Suicide If you or a loved one is feeling depressed or suicidal, you are not alone. Talk with other users about your feelings here.

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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 3rd 2009, 02:34 AM

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Hello LJ, I'm Siera, I'm willing to listen and try and help you, seeing how I myself feel a lot like it seems you are. You can PM me anytime, or VM me, or use any of my messangers too. I'm here if you need me. Please don't give up.



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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 3rd 2009, 02:56 AM

suicide isnt the answer, i know that life can seem unbearable at times i've been at low points where i to thought suicide was the answer but its not. i learnt from my psychologist that feelings and urges come and go until they adventually dont come back. everytime you feel sad or cutting distract yourself. read a book or watch a movie. just something to pass the time until the feelings pass. i used to have a person icould talk to and everytime i felt like hurting myselfi would write everything down in an email and send it to her. then i would do some yoga i found yoga to really help and relax my mind and body and it may also work for you. you are strong everyone is strong sometimes you just have to dig deep to find the strength please pm me or email me bubblegumchick@gmail.com or chat to me on msn chantelivison@hotmail.com
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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 3rd 2009, 03:08 PM

Wow... |:
I actually feel overwhelmed with all the replies, the messages etc. Thanks so much, I do mean that...you guys make me cry (in a good way, haha).
I took a load more medication last night...I didn't wake till like, 1pm today. It was hard to actually wake myself up, I feel so dizzy and, well, ill haha. I shouldn't have woken up though, no no no...
I am stupid |:
   
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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 3rd 2009, 05:20 PM

the only stupid thing is trying to end it all, everything else can be fixed.


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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 3rd 2009, 05:35 PM

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Wow... |:
I actually feel overwhelmed with all the replies, the messages etc. Thanks so much, I do mean that...you guys make me cry (in a good way, haha).
I took a load more medication last night...I didn't wake till like, 1pm today. It was hard to actually wake myself up, I feel so dizzy and, well, ill haha. I shouldn't have woken up though, no no no...
I am stupid |:
Hey there,

I think you know that you need to go to the hospital as soon as possible; I can't force you to go though. You can see how people do care and I am sure the people you know away from this website care just as much even if you can't see that at the moment. Reach out for some help, I know you can do it!


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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 3rd 2009, 05:54 PM

Hey there!
Suicide is not the answer and you are so much better than that, we love you we care about you and we're a family, we're all here for each other and you can do this, we all believe in you. I know it's hard, really hard but you'll get through it and believe me it is worth it in there, i've been there. Stay strong, you can do this it cant get worse it can only get better.
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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 3rd 2009, 06:14 PM

Thank you ):
I feel bad PM'ing people. It's like 'Hi there *BAM* there's all of my problems'...hah... |:
I'm not going to the hospital, the way I'm feeling I probably should...but hey, if they haven't worked yet then it's no big deal, but thanks for the concern...
   
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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 3rd 2009, 06:32 PM

dont feel bad pming anyone, this what we are here for
we want to help you and are glad we do.

please dont do anything more to jepradize your life.
you have a lot of thing to live for even if you dont see it right now.
i think you should go and see a doctor you need some help.

please we all can help you. pm if you need to talk
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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 3rd 2009, 06:51 PM

I'm here to talk. There was a time when I felt the same way. I know what you're going through, and I can help. My mom's also a therapist, so I know ways that I can help.
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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 3rd 2009, 07:16 PM

I'm still, haha, I forgot what I still am. My mind's gone a blank. I feel bad for taking up so much of all your time and stuff...
   
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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 3rd 2009, 07:21 PM

dont feel bad at all.
we are here to support you and give you what you need to you are okay (:
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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 3rd 2009, 07:23 PM

There's other posts that need more help, I think we should leave this thread now... |:
   
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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 3rd 2009, 09:51 PM

I don't think so LJ; you are just as important as anyone else and you deserve help as much as them too! You can PM/VM me anytime and I really mean that... you don't have to feel bad about it either because if I didn't want to listen or help then I wouldn't keep writing to you on here and I wouldn't have said it. I mean, I don't have to reply to any of your posts but I choose to! So, I'm here for you if you want/need me and by the looks of it so are quite a few other people. We all care for you and want to help...


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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 3rd 2009, 10:44 PM

I know, there's so many people replying...I just feel so bad...I feel like I'm bothering people, that's just how I feel deep down...
   
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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 3rd 2009, 11:35 PM

You're not bothering anyone. Don't even worry about that. You posted this thread for help and we tried to help you. Thats what this site is for.

Seriously you can Pm anytime you want. I won't be bothered. Trust me if I was bothered by this I would have left this site by now.

Hope you're feeling better!
   
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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 4th 2009, 12:44 AM

thanks...
i want to scream. |:
   
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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 4th 2009, 01:03 AM

scream then into a pillow or just out loud
as loud as you want.
let it all out .
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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 4th 2009, 04:04 AM

Screaming is okay.

You're NOT wasting our time - you know I love hearing from you, however you're doing. It's not like I haven't flooded the boards before with my own lovely problems

Hang in there, LJ. And if you do scream, can you teach me how? I try to do those high-pitched screams that people do on TV whenever they get really good news, but all that ends up coming out is an odd strangled noise that frightens my dog

Thinkin' of ya


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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 4th 2009, 04:30 AM

Please don't give up! There is hope! We are all here for you! PM any of us! Please!


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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 4th 2009, 05:08 PM

Dancer, I CANNOT for the life of my scream, especially like that haha. It comes out like a growly weird sound ): It's weird, I feel calm ad relaxed haha. My doctor is taking me off the meds I hardly ever take so today I browsed the chemists and found some 'stress free' meds. I've taken two, and I feel so much calmer haha.
   
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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 4th 2009, 05:26 PM

Thats good, I'm glad you feel calmer. Just scream, it helps! We all care about you, and you are just as important as everyone else. Hang in there! If you need anything, feel free to pm me


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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 4th 2009, 06:26 PM

I double dosed, I know I shouldn't have, but what's the harm in it? It's making me feel happy, haha. It's weird...good, but weird
   
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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 4th 2009, 08:05 PM

I'm glad you're feeling calmer. I think you really should take the recomended amount though
   
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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 4th 2009, 08:14 PM

it wouldn't have done anything, it's just made me calmer, a lot calmer haha. I feel a bit weird, lol.
   
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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 5th 2009, 03:14 AM

Hey LJ,

I'm glad you're doing better! But do be careful on exceeding the recommended amount; starting off slowly might not "kick in" right away but ultimately still prove effective.

Well, I'm glad I'm not the only one who can't scream like that. I thought my vocal chords were broken or something

Hope things keep looking up!


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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 5th 2009, 03:35 PM

I havent cut for one and a half days now and I didn't buy alcohol today
I feel a bit proud...haha
   
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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 5th 2009, 06:25 PM

Im proud of you too


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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 5th 2009, 06:48 PM

I jinxed myself...
I'm not sat in my bedroom, in the dark because my my lightbulbs have broken. I have a bottle with 96tablets in. I already took 4 them...I've stopped. I keep twisting the cap off and on and off and on...but idk. I'm no use to anyone.
   
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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 5th 2009, 08:40 PM

living through hard times is sometimes harder than besting them. my inbox is always open for you I've told you before, and I'll tell you again: The future is always worth living for. Remember that
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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 5th 2009, 10:16 PM

I agree with Katelin we all care about u don't give up yet keep being strong
   
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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 6th 2009, 03:14 AM

Hi LJ,

I'm really proud of you for not cutting for that long

But hey, hang in there, hun. Of course you're of use. You're you. That's enough. We care about you. I care about you. Lots and lots and lots.

Hang in there, LJ. PM me anytime <3


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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 6th 2009, 02:04 PM

It's great you haven't cut that long. You're being really strong. Keep it up!
   
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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 6th 2009, 02:31 PM

I just wanted to say goodbye, actually.
I think I'm done, and I'm sorry I couldn't be of use to anyone...
I'm really, genuinely sorry...

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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 7th 2009, 03:57 AM

LJ!

No. No good byes. You're not worthless! You're a really cool person, and I consider you a friend. And I could definitely use friends

What's going on? What's gotcha down?

Hang in there, hun. You know you can PM me anytime <3


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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 7th 2009, 04:16 AM

Hey,

I'm new to this site. I don't really know how to use it, but don't feel bad venting. In it's own weird way, listening to other people helps me escape from stuff bothering me. I dont even know how this works, but please contact me. I would be happy to listen.
   
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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 7th 2009, 12:23 PM

*sigh*
I survived. I fucking survived. Why the fuck didn't I just take them all? Coward. I fucking hate myself, and I've got an appointment at the doctors later which I don't want to go to, but ugh. Fucksake.
   
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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 8th 2009, 04:04 AM

*hugs*

*hugs again furiously (if a hug can be furious)*

I'm glad you're still here. And you're definitely not a coward. "Fear" of doing something is typically just mistaking what that quiet bit of fight that dared to say, "well, maybe not" really is. It takes more bravery to live than to die.

Hang in there LJ. I hope the appointment went okay. PM me anytime <3


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Re: I Need To Speak To Someone... - August 8th 2009, 11:40 AM

You're not a coward. As dancer said it takes more bravery to live than die.
I'm glad you're still here. I consider you a friend and I don't want to lose you on this cite.
Did your appointment go well?
Hang in there!
   
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