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i cant do this anymore im done. - November 8th 2009, 01:03 AM

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I dont know how to do it anymore, i cant do it, i dont know how i even
made it through almost 4 years of my life.
i wanna cry soooooooooooo bad but i cant. i just wanna end it and give up i wanna kill myself and thats all i want. im still having a little hope on me and inside of me bcuz i know if i killed myself then what wud my friendsm my family, everyone do with out me??????????
it makes no sense to me. im hurt, i dont know what to do anymore. ive lost my path,

i mean, look at what im going through,

my depression, my self harm, my eating disorder, my teacher treating me like crap, me being unsure about myself and my body, not feeling like i have anyone to hug me and say its all right, i dont feel like i have anyone to talk to but my counceler but its not enough for me of course,
i failed my grades in school, i have all Fs and for no reason! i should have as and bs but i honestly think she did it purposely just to hurt me. i hate that woman! shes hurt me so much this year, i just wann cry and en it cuz i dont know what to do now. i dont wanna feel this anymore. i know theres hope but its blocking me to see it now,
im gone. i know i am, theres no hope for me anymore now ):


Met you from a tie between u and me buddy,
Saw you from my wired eyes with a twisted little lie, and my mind told me negative when i had a wish to own you with my heart, buddy and you split like twigs, senses told her i fell for him, and she told me "i loved him, and go get him" And while i said "negative he said "correct" <3


Me and ? = 3 days which =correct
   
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Re: i cant do this anymore im done. - November 8th 2009, 01:39 AM

i know how you feel.
trust me i feel the same way right now.
but you just have to hang in there.
eventually, things will get better.
nothings better in my life right now.
but, trust me it will get better in the end.
you just have to hang on, even if it takes forever for something good to happen.
because in then end, knowing you held on, when something good happens, will make you so happy.


Every exit is an entrance somewhere else.

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