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HELP ME - April 4th 2010, 02:06 PM

I NEED HELP.

PLEASE HELP ME.

I WANT TO CURL UP.

AND DIE.

I DONT WANT TO LIVE.

TOO MUCH SHIT GOING ON.

CANT BE FUCKED TO EXPLAIN.

MY LIFE IS CHANGING.

AND I CANT GET USED TO IT.

I AM SELFISH.

I AM A FAT BITCH.

I HATE MYSELF.

I HATE WHATS GOING ON.

I WISH IT WOULD STOP.

BUT IT WONT.

SO I CANT DEAL WITH IT.

PLEASE HELP ME.

BEFORE I DIE.


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Re: HELP ME - April 4th 2010, 02:17 PM

Hi Jaymi,

I hate it when people tell me this, but do try to calm down a little bit. Take deep breaths, and relax. It will help you be more rational about this situation, and you'll be able to work through it quite a bit more easily. Why don't you explain the situation to me? I know you don't want to, but it really will help me to help you (and of course, help everyone else to help you!) which is the ultimate goal here.

I've actually found you to be a very sweet person, and I love your pictures in the Staff Photos thread. I know that me saying this doesn't change your self image, but maybe it will start to show you how everyone else sees you rather than just how you see yourself. Things aren't okay right now, but they will be. (:



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Re: HELP ME - April 4th 2010, 02:21 PM

Hey there Jaymi,

I'm so sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, it seems as though you are really struggling. I know it can be extremely difficult but I do think that the best thing is to try and calm yourself down and try and do some relaxation to help you breathe and slow things down. I know it's easier said than done but you can do this, Jaymi.

It may be helpful for you to try and talk to someone about what is going on - perhaps there is a way that support could make this easier to cope with andthere is a way we can work to improve whatever is going on for you right now.

Jaymi, If you are feeling suicidal then I insist that you talk to someone about it - it doesn't matter who as long as it is someone offline, perhaps another adult that you can trust, a doctor, or even a crisis hotline. You are strong, Jaymi, and you can get through this, you just need to take care of yourself right now.

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Re: HELP ME - April 4th 2010, 02:24 PM

I dont deserve any help. Im sorry to bother anyone.


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Re: HELP ME - April 4th 2010, 02:41 PM

No, but like real life. (: I can't force you to get help, but you truly DO deserve help, and if you decide you want to talk about what ever is going on, let us know. As Stephanie said, you're so strong to be reaching out right now. It's very inspiring. I hope that you'll keep us updated on how you're doing.



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Re: HELP ME - April 4th 2010, 02:46 PM

Its just so much is going on.
My parents split, then my grandpa passed and now my mum is moving out of the family home. I know it sounds stupid, but its just too much to handle.
Plus Im green with envy towards my brother and cousins.
I hate myself because I was slim and now I have put on weight.
I hate myself because Im 24 looking about 16.
I hate myself because I was pretty now Im ugly
I hate myself because I am struggling with my illness
I hate myself because I hate myself


I dont even know what else to say, Im evil and the terroists are after me. Im scared, scared about everything.


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Re: HELP ME - April 4th 2010, 04:32 PM

Jaymi,
You are an amazing, wonderful, beautiful, compassionate, and sweet person. Okay? Don't let ANYONE, including yourself, tell you any different. You are always there for me when I need it and now I'm going to be here for you. It doesn't sound stupid at all. Change is really difficult for a lot of people, including me. But that doesn't mean you can't cope. It's all going to be okay, you won't feel this way forever. Remember, it's okay to be scared, it's okay to be sad, and it's okay to feel the way you are feeling. But you can overcome this! And you can recover from this! Think about Alba and how much he loves you. Think about your upcoming trip to America and how excited you are. Make goals for yourself and give yourself something to look forward to. Because you deserve help. You deserve to feel happy. And you deserve to be loved. I'm always here for you Jaymi.
Stay strong,

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Re: HELP ME - April 4th 2010, 07:41 PM

Jaymi,
Love yourself the way you are. I know it's not the easiest thing in the world, because i myself find it hard to do so. But tell yourself that people love and care about you and wouldn't want anything to happen to you. Think about friends and family. Think about all of Teen Help. We are here to support and help you when things are rough. I don't know exactly of whats going on but i do know your such a strong and amazing person. You can overcome this. It will only make you stronger in the end. Hang and there and do the best you can to stay strong. PM or IM me on MSN if you ever need anything.
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