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Maybe tonight will be the night.... - June 21st 2010, 01:12 AM

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Tonight, I feel as if I could do anything. I feel worthless, I feel down, I feel horrible. It feels like nobody cares even though they do, and it feels like I'm destined to failure....so I think tonight is my night. I am scared to death of what I'm going to do and I'm angry at myself for doing this to my family, but....ugh...I just want it all gone.
"They wanted the pain to end; not their lives."
That's basically how I feel, but yet I feel nothing at all. I feel dumb, yet I feel as if the whole world has just crashed down on my shoulders. I think I know what I'm going to do and everything...but anyway.

I love all of you, and thank you to all. Especially all that helped me. This is a goodbye incase I do go ahead and go through with it all. If not, I'll delete this thread and try to move on. <3
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Re: Maybe tonight will be the night.... - June 21st 2010, 01:58 AM

Just breathe. The night is always the hardest time. Wait until the sun comes up. This isn't something you can change your mind about after

If the world is a cold place
Make it your business to start some fires

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