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Numb Little World - November 14th 2010, 11:56 PM

Is it bad not to feel? Should I want to feel? In all honesty I don't..I have no desire to feel the pain of brokenness. I perfectly fine in my own little numb world letting reality pass me by like nothing is really happening. The only problem with my little numb world is my lighter seems to call my name louder then ever. The quick escape seems so tempting but I know it will be quickly followed with smoking and drinking and then more burning until I'm filled with regret. Filled with regret I push everyone away and go back into my own little numb world and the cycle continues until something finally takes away everything. Why can't that day come soon enough?
   
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Re: Numb Little World - November 15th 2010, 03:11 AM

Lindsey. Please remember that the cure to all that you're going through.. is when you step out and finally enjoy and relax a little. I get the feeling you probably have went through a lot in the past that made you feel this way, but remember, you DO deserve true happiness.

Mind telling us what you've went through? because it seems that you've went through so much. We want to help you overcome the sadness, the barriers to happiness... and everything negative that you're going through. Do not worry, we all REALLY care. We want you to be happy.

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Re: Numb Little World - November 15th 2010, 03:45 AM

Well I grew up in an abusive home. Now my parents are divorced and my brother is gone. My dad is still abusive both verball and physically, but generally he's a nice guy.
I was taught that whatever your problem is it's yours so deal with it or suck it up.
I'm a social retard. It's nearly impossible for me to tell Ty(the guy i'm engaged to) whats going on or what I'm thinking because half of the time I cut my emotions off because I can't deal with things.
I suck at coping with what I was told were normal life things.
I was put in the hospital for burning myself.
I cut myself with my IVs while in the hospital.
I cry for no reason.
I gave up sports.
I was raped.
I was impregnated by my rapist.
My mom kicked me out when she found out I was pregnant.
I lost my rapist baby after 4 months.
Those are the main points of this past year or so
   
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Re: Numb Little World - November 15th 2010, 04:03 AM

thats a lot to deal with

just remember that no matter what happens, you can definitely overcome all that, and whoever has hurt you, is stupid in the brain

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Re: Numb Little World - November 15th 2010, 04:56 AM

I doesn't seem like that much. Not a very long list at all. Possibly it's me. I just can't deal with things. Thanks for the support though i do appreciate it. It's nice to know I am cared about in some way.
   
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Re: Numb Little World - November 15th 2010, 07:17 AM

you can. just remember, no matter what...to keep thinking positive. Never for once forget that we're here to support you =))))


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Re: Numb Little World - November 15th 2010, 09:41 AM

Hey
As Darren has said we are always here for you.
Life IS hard at times. I think most of us here know the feeling of pain and what it's like to hurt. And that is not to say we know how YOU feel, but you arent alone on this site <3 We are always willing to listen.
Please PM me at any time you need to talk.
I cant give you any more advice than what Darren has said, but I just wanted to let you know that I am here <3
I love you!! Dont you ever forget that!!! The world would NOT be the same without you in it!!!
Keep trying to try goregous girl
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