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BurstingAtTheSeams November 24th 2010 09:40 PM

I can't feel.
I've been through so much in my life that I think all emotions have just gone. I physically can't feel. If my best friend disappeared, i wouldnt be able to cry. Im numb and empty. I never feel happy, nor sad. Ive been with my boyfriend for a month and a day, and i feel nothing towards him, not a drop of concern, love, happiness, sorrow, nothing. I don't even know whether i like my friends. Because who knows? Some of them just turn their backs, so its easier to just not care.
I never speak to my dad, i refuse to answer his calls, My mothers gets monosyllable answers and I havent seen my brother in about 3 weeks, and we live in the same house.
Im like a shell of a formerly happy self.

I just can't do it, and im tired of fucking trying.

.:Bibliophile:. November 24th 2010 10:37 PM

Re: I can't feel.

I am sorry you are struggling so much at the moment but things can improve. I really suggest that you look into speaking to someone about the way you are feeling. Do you think you could try talking to your family about what is going on? They would be the best group of people to turn to because they could help you get the help you deserve.

Also, do you know why you are feeling this way? Did something happen in the past couple of weeks or months that has caused you to feel this way? If you can get down to the bottom of this feeling you can work on it and get to a better place.

I know things are tough now but hang in there because they can and will improve over time.

I really hope this helped and if you need anything feel free to pm me.

Jenna :)

Life17 November 27th 2010 05:06 AM

Re: I can't feel.
I really encourage you to talk to someone bc not havin any feelins is very bad and that's a sign that you have really been strugglin and everyone deserves to life a low stressful life

mechanical mind November 27th 2010 06:53 PM

Re: I can't feel.
Dude. I totally understand how you're feeling right now. Just know that there are people out there that love you, even if it doesn't feel like it right now.
What really helps me when I'm in a funk is writing. It doesn't even have to be a diary of sorts, write a fictional story. You seem like one of those people that can do wonders in the literary world. ;D
I know that everybody on here says this, but I'm there for you. That post struck a chord with me. Anytime. Just send a PM my way. C:

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