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I am lost. - June 16th 2011, 11:50 AM

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I just feel lost. Like there's an empty hole in my chest where my heart used to be, and it's pulling me into this angry black pit of nightmares and blood and screaming. Days like today, I just can't see the point in trying anymore. I'm fighting to stay alive. I'm shaking all the time, and my head spins, I feel sick, and I'm burning up at two hundred degrees too hot, and staying here is killing me.
I don't know what to do, who to tell, who to call.
I'm surrounded by these people trying to help but I feel more abandoned than ever, and it's tearing me apart.

I hurt so much. I'm so lost. But I'm not scared. Not this time.

I've planned. And I can't seem to find a reason not to.

I need some help. Anybody, I don't care. Tell me how to survive this.
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Re: I am lost. - June 16th 2011, 12:43 PM

I am so sorry tht you are feeling this way. By telling us it tells me that you want help, you want to get better, please don't give up hope. Suicide is a long term solution to a short term problem. Let those people areound you help you. Tell them that even though they are there for you you still feel abandoned, keep talking about how you feel. Don't let these feelings build up inside you.

I know what I have said isn't particually helpful, I just wanted to say please don't go through with it. You have so much life ahead of you and things can and will get better.

"Casting all your anxiety upon Him, because He cares for you." 1 Peter 5:7

"For God gave us a spirit not of fear but of power and love and self-control." 2 Timothy 1:7

"Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect." Romans 12:2

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Re: I am lost. - June 16th 2011, 04:19 PM

I'm sorry that you feel like this, I've personally felt this way before. To me the best way to make it out of this situatioin is not suicide, I've tried and I found out that it hurt the people around me more than I thought my being here did. I just found out how to let certain people in and try to help, just try and I promise you will succed. Hopefully this helped
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Re: I am lost. - June 19th 2011, 09:48 PM

It's easy to get lost in such emotions. But it's also easy to find your way back out. Distract yourself, laugh for no reason, cry. Just don't let it win. Don't let the pain get the best of you.

PM me if you ever need anything.

You've gotta swim, swim for your life. Swim for the music that saves you, when you're not so sure you'll survive. You gotta swim and swim when it hurts. The whole world is watching. You haven't come this far to fall off the earth.
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Re: I am lost. - June 20th 2011, 03:16 AM

Hey I'm sorry about how you are feeling. It will get better.Just try to talk to someone. I know how hard it can be. I just started talking to people. If you wanna talk to me about anything PM me. I might not get back for a little while but I WILL right back
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