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I tried - June 20th 2011, 08:44 PM

I tried. I tried to be the perfect daughter,the perfect person. But NO! It wasn't good enough... Today just a few minutes ago,my mom got mad at me for getting a drink. And I've had the same drink still full for like 2 hours! She told me she was gonna start making me drink water and that I was going to get kidney disease. I exercise,I eat right,whats the problem? And yesterday my grandfather got made at ME because my grandmother made these comments about my brother and I disagreed. I feel like I should be able to have an opinion if she gets to have one. But,evidently,he didn't agree.My grandfather and I have always had a wonderful relationship but not now. I feel like everything around me is falling down. I feel like I have no future,I have no one. And yesterday after the icident with him,I just kept thinking "I need to cut,I need to cut." I haven't. Yet. But still its always on my mind. I'm not perfect.Cut.I'm not worthy.Cut. I just all this pain to go away. But it seems like it never will.


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Re: I tried - June 21st 2011, 03:26 AM

Hey sweetie,

I see things are pretty hard for you right now. I'm sorry for that, you deserve so much better.

First off though, you don't have to be perfect. You're perfect as you. That is how you are perfect. You can't try to make yourself fit anyone else's or your own idea of perfect. No one is perfect. Sure it seems like it, but everyone has flaws.

I know how it is to feel like everyone is out to get you, or to disagree with you. But not everyone is, and things will get better. Parents and other relatives, so I've noticed, have a very high tendency to take out stress on their kids/grandkids/whatever even though it's not right...but sometimes all you can do is bite your tounge and deal with it. It will pass, and things will get easier.

Cutting isn't good, but I'm sure I don't need to tell you that for you to know it. It helps, sure, but only temporarily. And it's extremely addictive. Please, try to find other ways to take out your frustrations and hurt. Whether it's through drawing, painting, listening to music, or screaming into a pillow or something else, you can find something else to do in place of SH. It'll take some time to find the right fit, but you can.

Feel free to Add/PM/VM if you ever need to talk. I'm online a lot.

Keep your chin up and stay strong! You can get through this!

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Re: I tried - June 21st 2011, 03:44 AM

Thank you. That made me really think things over. I really appreciate it


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Re: I tried - June 21st 2011, 04:10 AM

It's no problem! and like I said, anytime you need to talk please don't hesitate to PM/VM me


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You can't go on suffering
And now you know
Now you know"♪♫
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Things get better.
Always keep fighting.
❤Feel free to PM/VM, or add me if you ever need a friend, or someone to talk to. I'm online quite often.
Add me on FB <--- apparently this is my creeper face.
   
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