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im sorry - August 19th 2011, 07:32 AM

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i understand if ppl here dont love me anymore
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Re: im sorry - August 19th 2011, 07:43 AM

Why would you say that? We all love you and haven't stopped loving you. You're a very special person to all of us.


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Re: im sorry - August 19th 2011, 02:29 PM

Drew, sweetie, no.
I understand why you might think that, but we all still love and care about you. I'm sure (or at least hope) that what happened was a misunderstanding.
We all still want to help you get better<3 that's not going to change easily either. You have a LOT of people here fighting for you Drew. We all want to see you get better<3

Keep your Chin up hon, you can do this


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Re: im sorry - August 19th 2011, 07:02 PM

I still love you! Pm me Hun!
   
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Re: im sorry - August 19th 2011, 07:32 PM

I love you more than anyone else in the world. you are the best and I'll always love you <3 forever and always. we will never ever stop caring about you drew. <3


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Re: im sorry - August 20th 2011, 07:33 AM

*crying*
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Re: im sorry - August 20th 2011, 07:41 AM

it'll be okay = ) its only for now!
   
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Re: im sorry - August 20th 2011, 02:01 PM

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*crying*
Donít know, donít know if I can do this on my own
Why do you have to leave me
It seems Iím losing something deep inside of me
Hold on, on to me
Everybody hurts some days
Itís okay to be afraid
Everybody hurts
Everybody screams
Everybody feels this way
And thatís okay


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Re: im sorry - August 22nd 2011, 08:24 AM

last time i cut..it was 13 times
ran out of room on my arm
i really wanted to die that night
man i should have
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Re: im sorry - August 22nd 2011, 01:52 PM

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last time i cut..it was 13 times
ran out of room on my arm
i really wanted to die that night
man i should have
no you shouldn't have died that night. no freaking way. we are saving you for something.someone special and you need to stay strong. we can talk more tonight <3


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Re: im sorry - August 24th 2011, 11:21 AM

i really dont know anymore
im not strong
im not speical
and im sure as hell not amazing...
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Re: im sorry - August 24th 2011, 02:08 PM

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i really dont know anymore
im not strong
im not speical
and im sure as hell not amazing...

you are special, you are strong and you sure as hell are amazing. why would you think differently


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Re: im sorry - August 28th 2011, 04:04 AM

because i was sooo badly bullied as a child
told horrible things for many many years
its soo hard for me to let ppl in

thats why i think ppl wouldnt care if i killed myself...because back then most ppl wouldnt have cared anyways
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Re: im sorry - August 28th 2011, 04:23 AM

People may have been a bit spiteful in the past, though you're living in the present now, and tons of people in the present love you, and would be extremely sad to see you go. Whatever happened in the past is done and can't be changed, don't let the past bother you. Keep your eyes set on the future, and all the awesomeness there is for you. We all love you, and would hate to see you go.

Hang in there.


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Re: im sorry - August 28th 2011, 06:22 AM

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because i was sooo badly bullied as a child
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its soo hard for me to let ppl in

thats why i think ppl wouldnt care if i killed myself...because back then most ppl wouldnt have cared anyways
i know darling, but i promise you that you can let me in. i won't hurt you i care about you and i don't want you to die


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Re: im sorry - September 3rd 2011, 06:44 AM

i have been hurt sooo many times by other people
i dont know if i can let anyone in
i have trust issues
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Re: im sorry - September 3rd 2011, 08:10 AM

babe everyone here has trust issues... we've all been hurt thats what makes us all connected in because we all understand :0


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Re: im sorry - September 3rd 2011, 08:20 AM

Even I have been hurt a time or two by people who I thought were my friends (although it usually gets straightened out). The point is, we truly DO love you, Drew. We love you like we would a brother. You know why? Because we all know what it feels like to be in pain. We all know that sometimes things hurt so bad that you just want the pain to be completely gone in that instant. We have all been frustrated over some sort of issue. Drew, I will NEVER let you down, I promise. Please just try to trust me, trust us. Let SOMEONE here, or multiple people here, in. Let us help you. And above all--try your damned hardest to love YOURSELF. In many cases it is ourselves who rip our own souls apart, not the bullies, not the jerks, not our parents that aren't quite right, but ourselves. You have to love Drew. That's the only way you can possibly get through this. We can help you partially to do that, but only YOU can actually do it. It's hard to love, or accept love from, others until you love yourself. Just try your hardest, okay?

You can ALWAYS talk to me, Drew. I love you so much. Peace, love, and happiness.


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Re: im sorry - September 4th 2011, 05:27 AM

no matter what you do, someone, somewhere will always love you <3 even if you don't know it i love you <3
   
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Re: im sorry - September 4th 2011, 05:27 PM

Drew, I've said it once and I will say it a thousand times. No one will be happy if you die.

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