As the happy person I am today, and I proud to say that I haven't been depressed or anything in over two years. I've gained control of myself, with coping how I was mentally insane. I used to get bullied,brain washed by people I love and care about(i still love and care about them,and we have gotten better) having dangerous boyfriends,heading down the wrong road with dating these guys,losing close friends,guys people calling me ugly,dealing with people who constantly blamed things on me,drug head family members,anger issues,having a sixth scent(yes I believe in that kind of thing),having a skin infection that almost lead to my death and the list just goes on and on. I am no longer in that kind of state. I'm also proud to say that I went through all of it without touching drugs,and drinking(all though i drink occassionally, but never became an heavy drinker) and now i'm becoming a psychologist to help people who have trouble in life, like I did