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empty ... :'( - January 8th 2012, 04:22 PM

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i feel like i am alone. like i have no one. i feel empty inside. i want to die. i dont know how to stop feeling miserable. i dont know how to stop disappointing everyone. i dont know how to live. all i do is mess up. i feel so bottled up. i feel so helpless. i have no friends. i thought i knew who they were but they just bear my presence. they dont invite me to do things, they all go out together and i dont find out until after the event. i wish i could talk to them, but why? they only pretend to be my friend. why am i so alone in this world? all i want is to die. i dont want to feel anything. i dont know how it feels to be happy, so i want to feel nothing. the end sounds so sweet. so right. i hate this world. i hate my family, my friends. BUT MOST OF ALL, I HATE MYSELF! i want to cut myself, i want to drown, to stop breathing. i want a bullet to the head, pills down my throat. death is a way out. i really messed this life up and i want to be finished. there is but one person i can talk to, my teacher, but i cant tell her anything because then ill have to go to therapy, she will make. and i cant fight this anymore. im stuck, all the doors are locked but one, that door leads to hell.


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Re: empty ... :'( - January 8th 2012, 05:16 PM

Sweetie, do not feel alone. Many people go thorugh this and feel the exact same way that you are feeling right now. To be honest, I felt the exact same way you are right now. I normally just spent days in my room crying and when I was out, I just wanted to be in my room alone. You may not like this but I think that you should try and go get some therapy it will really help you and make you feel so much better. I have been in therapy for almost a year now and my therapist is almost like my best friend. They are people that you can tell anything to and no one will know except the therapist. I would suggest at least trying it because it could make your world so much brighter. Stay Strong!


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