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I want it to end - March 7th 2012, 05:52 AM

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Lately I've been feeling down.
My lowest of extreme lows.
Suicide has been on my mind everyday.
and I just want it to end.
The loss of my aunt
my ex fiancee
my baby
its all to much.
I'm tired of being alone.
all my friends are in relationships and don't have time for lonely ol me anymore.
I just want to be with my aunt again.
and hold my baby.
and make my ex feel the pain I am.

my parents don't care about me anymore
they don't want to pay for therapy because they don't see it helping.

so why not just end it.
everyone will be happier


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Re: I want it to end - March 7th 2012, 06:42 AM

If its not helping then maybe see a new therapist. You have to put in the work and effort for it to help you.

You can do this giving up is easy but do the hard thing and stay strong live. Life will not always be like this. Your parents would be very depressed if you killed your self. You dont like suffering from this pain then dont inflict it on your parents. They will be feeling the pain your feeeling right now if you kill your self. I dont want you to kill your no one does we care about you. Have you tried meds yet for your depression.

Check out this website it can help maybe http://suicide.com/suicidecrisiscenter/whylive.html
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Re: I want it to end - March 7th 2012, 06:49 AM

My parents don't care about me and my moms made countless comments that she wouldn't miss me if I was gone.
I'm on medication already.

and I've been trying therapy and seriously trying.
why is everyone saying I'm not.


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Re: I want it to end - March 7th 2012, 06:54 AM

Didnt say you were not trying. Well maybe you need a up on your meds. I would talk to your psychiatrist sooon. Your mom might have said that out of frustration but she would miss you trust me she gave birth to you loves you.

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Re: I want it to end - March 7th 2012, 06:58 AM

she doesnt talk to my brothers or sisters at all. She hates them.
She doesnt even talk to me, doesnt even want me living here.


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Re: I want it to end - March 7th 2012, 11:26 PM

thats her promblem I dont know what shes dealing with but maybe shes got issues of her own. But it has nothing to do with you . Why hate your self just because some one hates you thats just stupid dont. Your smart beautiful and will go far in lfe doing whatever you love. STAY STRONG
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