My cat Tigger

[Ocean*girl2]

My mom thought he was a little weird (losing weight, just seeming off) so when we took all four of our kitties to the vet, she asked about him. They did blood samples, everything was basically good, and did a teeth cleaning. They found a lump on his tounge. They're doing a biopsey and we should get results Monday.

I can't lose him. I can't. I can't. We have ahd him since I was four. I love him so much. I keep running scenarios over in my mind. Sitting there while they give him the shot...because if he doe shave cancer I am pretty sure they will put him down. They had other pets with cancer that they tried to help and it just dragged out and hurt the pet. I would want to be there but I also couldn't imagine it. And what if we did have to? What if he didn't know and his last thoughts of my family were that we were killing him?

I'm a total mess, i don't know what to do.