Giving Up (basically just a rant - ignore if you want to)

[TheGirlBehindTheSmile]

I know I haven't been active here on TeenHelp for a while - I guess I've been feeling kind of ashamed. My cutting has gotten so much worse, and I've been having a lot of suicidal thoughts. My best friend broke down today and basically told me how hard her life is, and I feel like crap for adding to her problems by always going to her about my self harm, and I found out that my other best friend barely thinks of me as a friend. I just feel so alone, and cutting is the only thing that helps me.

[EndureEmo]

darling, i have so been where u are now. i hope you know the grass is alot greener on the other side, i have found a way of coping with my depression suicide toughts, and cutting... go to your local libary and go to the biography section, and find a book about someone going through a bad time, i feel if i get rapped up in a book about this type of thing, i feel alot better about my problems.
i usally never read at all, but beacuse reading about other peoples lifes is interesting to me i find it great.

by the way, feel free to message me at anytime, questions, or to chat. id love to listen and try and help, because i know telling people my probles also help.

you future will be bright, just know im here for you.