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it's been soo long - March 15th 2010, 04:04 AM

It has been so long...almost a year since my last cut.
I have SAD so I'm surprised I haven't done anything this year.
I just got this wave of hatred for myself.
And jealousy of a girl I've never even met.
Because she is the girlfriend of the friend of my boyfriend and she's spending time with him, cutting his hair for christ's sake!
I've found ways to keep myself from cutting before, but lately it's been getting harder.
I feel trapped at my house.
I have no real friends to go to.
No real place to be other than school, work, and home.
So I spend hours on end in my room...watching my fish.
I feel left out.
ALONE.
I need a way out.
Somewhere to go.
Someone to help me.
I don't have much willpower left.
This is my cry for help.
   
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Re: it's been soo long - March 15th 2010, 05:44 PM

Oh love *hug* please hang in there, you'll be ok. I hate irrational feelings like that where you just get down for no reason, they're so crap, but you can stay strong and get through it. I know you posted this about twelve hours ago so I hope you're ok. If you feel trapped again is there anywhere else you can go, even just for a walk?? It can really help to clear your head if you even just change atmosphere and surroundings for a bit.
Take care. And by the way, congratulations on not cutting for so long!! That's fabby xox


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Re: it's been soo long - March 19th 2010, 04:12 AM

I didn't do anything, surprisingly. But tonight I'm getting the same feeling. I could go walk to a park or something, my town isn't horrible for night time walking. I just don't have anyone to really talk to.
   
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