Triggering (SH): Just everything.

[Ally_Georgiiie]

Lately things have sucked royaly for me.
I've been a cutter since I was 12. I think it started because I was trying to be someone I wasnt but when I started I wasnt able to stop for a very very very long time. But last febuary I thought thats it Im done with it and for a while I was until now that is. I want to just cut just slice my arm or leg or tummy open and watch as it bleeds and I dont know why. My best friend says you need help and doesnt speak to me anymore she's basically just given up on me. People say they have had it with me. People tell me that they wish I would stop the drama. But it isnt drama... not for me for me its just a hell. My other friend told me to go suicide... And at times I'm thinking I should listen to her. Please just, try to help me.

[macmac1919]

I myself am a recovering self-harmer so i know where your coming from. You may not like what I'm about to say, but you need to hear it. :/
First, if your 'friend' is telling you that you should end your life, then it would probably be a good idea to not hang around them for a little while. I make no joke when i say that they probably need help, as well as you. If you don't already, then you might want to see a therapist, and if you already have one, then you should consider getting a new one or changing something (maybe share more with them??) becasue if you're feeling the way you do then they can't be helping much at the moment.
I wasnt trying to be all mean and stuff when i said that (and sorry if i did). Also, please dont end your life now! Right now write down at least 3 reasons why you should stay alive. It can be anything-places you want to go things you want to do... But let me know how everything goes, and pleeeeeeeeeease pm me about anything.

[Bubbles37]

First of all, DON'T listen to your friend who says you should go to suicide. That's a terrible thing for a friend to say. Your life is worth so much more.
I get what you're saying about wanting to slice yourself and watch it bleed, I feel that way too, sometimes. People who haven't felt like this, however, have a hard time understanding why people would self harm, so that's probably where your other friend is coming from. She's probably worried about you and doesn't know what to do.
The best thing to do would be to talk to your parents or a counselor. However, I know that can be hard to do. Try this list of alternatives to self harm: http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f12-s...ves-self-harm/
Hope it helps....