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Exclamation No One Cares - March 20th 2013, 09:42 PM

My parent's don't even listen to me about ANYTHING, let alone my mental health problems.

So I self harm. So I have no self esteem. So I want to die. So I have panic attacks. So I don't eat. So I hate myself. The list goes on and on.

But apparently, my school counselor "brainwashed" me into thinking I have problems. Apparently nothing's wrong, I'm just bullied sometimes, and I'm a huge drama queen. Who cares if I was the one who told her what was wrong, or that this has been ongoing for years? None of that matters. Because I applied to a summer camp I won't get accepted to. I tell them everything was ok at school. That must mean I'm happy.

It just frustrates me so much that I have a school counselor and psychologist telling them I need professional help but they won't listen. I did a Conners CBRS self evaluation and the answers for the most part reflected what was going on. There was also an elevation in ADHD but that was just because I can't focus because my thoughts of death are always in the way. And my doctor, who's never even seen me to evaluate me, told them there's nothing wrong because the Conners doesn't count. He insists that it doesn't matter because there was no parent or teacher evaluation done. The poor man doesn't have the full story, so I can't really blame him too much. But still.

Would it take a suicide attempt to get their attention? Apparently. But wait, I'd be a selfish attention seeking bitch if I did that, according to them.

I just don't know what to do anymore. I want help, I want to get better, but they're not letting me have that. Instead they're lashing out at me and my counselor, the one person left that I trust, and threatening to haul me out of my school and move me halfway across the country. "Because of bullying." I'm crumbling completely and I just need somebody, something, anything. I don't know what to do. I've tried telling them how I feel but as I said, they say that someone just convinced me I feel that way. There's nothing I can do to get them to change as far as I can see.


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Re: No One Cares - March 21st 2013, 10:12 PM

Well you have a lot of courage for coming on here. If you try to commit suicide its not worth it.. trust me i have tried more then once. It doesn't seem like someone should not tell you to but i care if you wont someone to talk to you can message me. PM or VM me.
   
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