Need some advice

[CSOO]

Hi all i'm new here and i need some advice.

I'm 18 this year and i find myself a failure, most teen at this age should be having fun with friend but not for me. I hate going out as I'm not good looking, once I'm outdoor i find people using a wired look and look at me.
When i saw some group of people laughing my mind will say "They are laughing at me they are laughing at me..." This make me hate myself more and more i even think of suicide...
I don't really had many friend even if i do they will only call me when they need help. When i feel like talking to someone there is only the wall... no one really care about me... my mood can change really easy from happy to sad in one second. I find my life meaningless.

Sorry for my bad English

[Childish Giggle]

Who said that people who don't have a good face are not allowed to go out?

http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f11-d...t84036-beauty/ Read this.

[JellyBean4986]

It sounds like your depressed. Could you talk to your parents or a school counselor about how you feel? When I was in high school I found group therapy to be really helpful. It can be a good way to make friends and be around people your own age.

[CSOO]

hii sry for my late reply send my laptop to repair and just got it back

Originally Posted by Pisces

Who said that people who don't have a good face are not allowed to go out?

Read this.

I don't know why every time i go out my mind is playing with me. It will keep on telling me Why are this people staring at you!!! Why they are laughing? Cause of you!

Originally Posted by JellyBean4986

It sounds like your depressed. Could you talk to your parents or a school counselor about how you feel? When I was in high school I found group therapy to be really helpful. It can be a good way to make friends and be around people your own age.

i'm a very anti social person i find meeting/telling my problem to new friend/people too hard for me. I had some problem with my parents and i find they don't even know what i want and what kind of person i'm.

[youbetheanchor]

You're not a failure just because the people around you don't like the same things! And if only people could only see souls, I'm sure you'd be a lot better than all of them.

So make some friends on here! Drop me a message and let's talk about music or sports or movies

[Childish Giggle]

You need to be comfortable with who you are. People will speak, thats their job. But we can't spoil our lives because of some mindless people who form opinions about us without even caring to make an effort to know who we are. What will they know about you? You are who you are, thats how you were made by nature. You can't change that nor can anyone else. And you can't spend your life thinking that everyone should be pleased with you and have good opinions about you. Or that you have to make them have good opinions about you. You can't spend your life pleasing others. You will eventually come across people who will accept you as you are, who will appreciate the kind of person you are.