I'm Gonna die, actually I'm almost dead now... Is rescue and help and love...possible?

[iamhelplessnow]

What about when you feel you almost dead.. you be mental kicked so much, suffer the pain and hurt and abuse so much..for a long time..
I'm not just say it, I mean it..!

Some time I can't control myself(my mind), to think right, to go the right way..
All I know is now I'm suck and pathetic.. more than that, it's serious and horrible now..! It's just going worse and worse..
Other than these, I don't even know how to say, and I don't even know how could help me... This is definitely one of the biggest pains in this world..

And I only got myself in this big big world, I got nobody.. I don't have any thing that could called 'Family'..
I thought I could be tough and strong, I can do it by my own, could make it happen..I could even be a miracle... But now it's.. it's serious and horrible..!

I don't know how to face it, how to deal with all of these, don't know what should to do.. It's all the mess now..
And it's not like that easy for me to reach out for help..

I don't know rescue is possible or not, and I don't know is it to late to save my life, I just know that I Really need help now..
I don't know if someone could just care me, even I believe in love..

Somebody..could please tell me what should to do..? And how?
Is it possible to save mylife? Is it possible to find real help, somebody could gets me, and feel free to tell?
And more than that,(I could love all my people) but could I feel the love?

[Carpe Diem]

Yes! Help is there if you only asked for it! It's never too late! There's a whole world of people who are willing to help you and who love you. Don't do anything rash... what do you think your friends, family, and mentors will feel if your gone?

How? Well, go talk to whoever you trust. If you feel like you can't trust anybody, go to a councillor or come talk to me! I'll always be here.

DON'T put your life in any danger! You're invaluable and the world needs you! Just talk to an adult you trust and trust them.

It's DEFINITELY possible to feel the love! Everybody here on TH loves you and many more people you know love you too. Right now you might be on rock bottom, but you gotta look around and see you got support around you; you just gotta use it.

If you wanna talk here, talk to me. I'll be your friend.