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Exclamation STRUGGLING IN NEED OF HELP - June 17th 2013, 07:47 PM

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Hey everyone,

Basically I will tell you what I have been going through.
For the last few months I have been starving myself . I do not want to live anymore. I had a doctors appointment yesterday and he said that I am very underweight. I have been fainting quite a lot during the recent months.

Last week one of the fainting was at school during an exam because I don't eat, I physically hate eating just the thought of eating makes me fatter.

I am the most ugliest person you will ever see - my family thinks that I am already skinny but I don't think that and I still think that I am extremely fat like an elephant. I have gotten to the point where I starve myself to the extreme and only drink a glass of water a day and I also have brought diet pills online.


Any help, advice or hugs will be much appreciated because I think I am alone.
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Re: STRUGGLING IN NEED OF HELP - June 17th 2013, 08:00 PM

You're not fat... (Not that I at least know) Eating is necessary for you to develop into a adult in terms of physically.

Looks like you have anorexia, I recommend to go to a doctor or such and talk to him about it, if you're not doing that (Or at least trying to take actions against your ED yourself), you'll be in much more trouble. You're not alone, Meera, I know this.

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Re: STRUGGLING IN NEED OF HELP - June 18th 2013, 08:07 PM

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You're not fat... (Not that I at least know) Eating is necessary for you to develop into a adult in terms of physically.

Looks like you have anorexia, I recommend to go to a doctor or such and talk to him about it, if you're not doing that (Or at least trying to take actions against your ED yourself), you'll be in much more trouble. You're not alone, Meera, I know this.

Stay strong,

Jordi
Hi Jordi,

Thanks for your advice but I literally hate eating. I come to the point where don't mind starving . Thank you for saying I'm not fat. Tomorrow (Wednesday) I have got an appointment with my CAMHS phyciatrist about my sh , hearing voices in my headand suicidal thoughts so I will probably tell her about my eating how I do not like eating and why I don't like eating.

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Re: STRUGGLING IN NEED OF HELP - June 18th 2013, 08:21 PM

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Hi Jordi,

Thanks for your advice but I literally hate eating. I come to the point where don't mind starving . Thank you for saying I'm not fat. Tomorrow (Wednesday) I have got an appointment with my CAMHS phyciatrist about my sh , hearing voices in my headand suicidal thoughts so I will probably tell her about my eating how I do not like eating and why I don't like eating.

Love from Meera xx
You're welcome

It's good that you're going to your psychiatrist to talk about it, that at least is a start, I hope the psychiatrist helps you further



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Re: STRUGGLING IN NEED OF HELP - June 19th 2013, 12:41 AM

Hey Meera,

I'm sorry to hear about what you've been going through. I can't imagine how difficult it must be, especially when you feel like you're alone. But I want you to know that you're not alone, and there are lots of people who care about you and want to help!

It's great that you're going to see a psychiatrist, and I think that is going to help you so much! I definitely encourage you to talk to them about your eating disorder so that they can help. Let me know how it goes, if you want.

Please also know that you are NOT fat. Your doctor told you that you're underweight, which is medical evidence of this. Eating disorders have a way of literally distorting how you see yourself, so please listen to your doctor. You are beautiful - just remember that.

Stay strong, okay? You can get through this! Just keep going and never give up. And if you want someone to talk to, know that I'm always around.

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