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December 1st 2011, 03:08 AM
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Everyday i wake up and hate myself a bit more. No matter how little i eat, even if i dont eat anything at all, the day was still a failure. I'm a failure, and i dont know what to do. I dont want to live like this for the rest of my life. Lose my hair because i eat to little...lose my future with any chances of having a family. I cant handle it. I want to stop but i cant. i need to be thinner. I need to be perfect. whats wrong with me? i mess up everytime. i eat x amount of calories and i still gain x amount of weight. I cant do anything right and its killing me. whats worse is i cant talk to anyone about it. my family and friends can never know. im alone...
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Re: anorexic with a binge-purge subtype. -
December 1st 2011, 05:20 PM
Look hon, I know it's hard but you need to reach out to someone who can get you help. It's never an easy thing, I know, but I also can see that you realize it's a problem and that it has to stop even if part of you doesn't want to. You need to tell someone who can get you help like a parent or even a teacher at school. But this can't go on as a secret like this, especially not if you want it to stop. Your thoughts are not your fault, it's a mental illness that can strike anyone, and it's not your fault. You need to talk to someone, a professional so you can uncover the reasons you started and see a nutritionist so you can slowly learn to eat better. If you have a doctor that you usually see for check-ups and such, you could even talk to them. It is hard but you can do it. If you ever want to talk, you can always PM me.
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Re: anorexic with a binge-purge subtype. -
December 2nd 2011, 02:04 AM
Hey there,
I plead you to get yourself help. Eating disorders only get worse, and I promise you, it is not worth it. From the physical damages to your body, to the emotional damages to your self image and self worth, there is no part of an eating disorder that is trendy or fabulous. Eating disorders are only harmful, and harm everybody around you. As scary as it is, I would talk to an adult you trust. This can be a parent, a school counselor, a teacher, whoever you are comfortable with. If you're too scared to talk, send an email with this message. But tell somebody. They can help you get to a doctor, who can check out the bodily damage to your body, and then get you help with a psychologist. If money is your reason to not get help, I guarantee you it only gets more expensive the longer you wait. You are not a failure if you get help, you are strong, strong enough to come out of this, drowning in this disorder, and swim to shore. I'm always here if you need, feel free to shoot me a message. 
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Re: anorexic with a binge-purge subtype. -
December 3rd 2011, 02:53 AM
i cant. i cant tell anyone ever, I'm to fat and they wouldn't believe me. i ate x calories today which is more than twice what i eat. thats horrible. im so gross i dont deserve food. Why do i always mess up? why cant i just be happy with what i look like and just be satisfied? the worst part is my mom, who is a little shorter than me, is going on a diet to get to my weight. MY WEIGHT. what is she gets to be my weight before i lose it all? what does this mean that my moms healthy weight is my weight? Why am i so fat? i hate myself
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